| [00:36.500] |
If I think about it |
| [00:38.500] |
I am successful as it were |
| [00:42.500] |
I get to sing for lovely people |
| [00:46.500] |
all over this lovely world |
| [00:51.500] |
And I am no where near as awkward |
| [00:55.500] |
As I was when I was younger |
| [00:59.500] |
I guess I'm one of those guys |
| [01:01.500] |
who gets better looking as they age |
| [01:07.500] |
And even though I have felt beaten down |
| [01:11.500] |
by constant doubt |
| [01:13.500] |
Depression and confusion |
| [01:16.800] |
brought about by people's actions,death and tax forms |
| [01:22.500] |
I keep getting up |
| [01:24.800] |
And I am loved by all my friends and family |
| [01:29.500] |
though there have been lots of raised eyebrows |
| [01:35.500] |
and concerned glances lately |
| [01:39.500] |
It doesn't matter to him |
| [01:43.800] |
I could be anything |
| [01:46.500] |
but I could never win his heart again |
| [01:54.500] |
It doesn't matter to him |
| [01:59.500] |
He took away my triple A pass |
| [02:03.500] |
I am invisibe to him |
| [02:07.500] |
And now I feel the soft pink flesh of my heart hardening |
| [02:15.500] |
To the countless possibilities |
| [02:18.500] |
contained within each day |
| [02:21.500] |
Vulnerability feels like |
| [02:25.800] |
a cold wet concrete room lit with |
| [02:30.500] |
florescent lighting |
| [02:32.500] |
which as you know |
| [02:34.500] |
makes everything look bad |
| [02:37.500] |
I still keep trying to figure out |
| [02:41.500] |
how I became irrelevant |
| [02:45.500] |
How I got myself evicted |
| [02:48.500] |
from his heart from one day to the next |
| [02:53.500] |
And the worst part is |
| [02:56.500] |
that even if I got an answer right now |
| [03:00.500] |
It will not change anything |
| [03:04.500] |
because we have become two strangers |
| [03:10.500] |
It doesn't matter to him |
| [03:15.500] |
I could be anything |
| [03:18.500] |
but I could never win his heart again |
| [03:25.500] |
It doesn't matter to him |
| [03:30.500] |
He took away my triple A pass |
| [03:34.500] |
I am invisibe to him |
| [03:41.500] |
It doesn't matter to him |
| [03:46.500] |
I could be anything |
| [03:48.500] |
but I could never win his heart again |
| [03:56.500] |
It doesn't matter to him |
| [04:01.500] |
He took away my triple A pass |
| [04:05.000] |
I am invisibe to him |
