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I'm a little nutty and I know it |
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but if you go back and |
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take a look at my history |
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you will see that I'm |
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not the only one who's off his rocker |
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there were many before me |
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I was always labelled |
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the black sheep of the family what a bad seed I |
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grow to be but if you take a look |
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at us now you'll see the apple didn't fall too far from the tree |
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（haha） alright, look |
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I'ma tell you the story |
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from my side maybe you'll understand check it out |
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you done witnessed |
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unexplainable shit |
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too insane to explain |
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people run from what |
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the just don't get |
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maybe Shady shoulda |
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just hit 'em with a little bit |
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did I spit too soon? |
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Should I of spoon fed 'em it? |
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but I was just so eager |
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to prove I was even worth |
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being in the same |
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|
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league or the room with of the people |
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of whom I was in every now and then I |
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look up like I was seeking approval |
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was it because of the |
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pigment of my skin |
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or was it a figment of |
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my imagination |
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maybe it bothered me |
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more than it did them |
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maybe it wasn't a big |
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deal back then |
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but to me it was, see |
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what it was was |
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I had developed the |
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complex from being judged |
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Proof spit his verse, |
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now I'm next, let's see who |
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I'm in the booth |
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staring back to see who's mugs |
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I get a reaction from, |
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usually the first thumb was from |
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Proof |
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and the rest of the |
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group backed him up |
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and no one lied to |
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each other cause none of us had deals |
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it was real, we just |
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wanted tickets for that meal |
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Sometimes I feel like |
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it's just me |
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sometimes I feel like |
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I'm going crazy |
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but take a look at my |
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family |
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cause the apple don't |
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fall too far from the tree |
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I said ... |
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sometimes I feel like |
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it's just me |
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sometimes I feel like |
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I'm going crazy |
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but take a look at my |
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family |
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cause the apple don't |
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fall too far from the tree |
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Ever since my mother |
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was pregnant |
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with her second egg |
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cause she said |
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that I had a baby sister |
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who fell out of the window |
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I was too young to remember |
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Kansas City projects |
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I was like 5, 6, and how come |
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I remember Malcolm, |
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Isaac, and Boogie |
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if it was the projects in Missouri? |
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cause those're my best |
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friends until Isaac |
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took my tricycle and |
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my uncle Todd went to try to go get it back |
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and ended up getting |
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jumped and cut in the gut with a |
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switch and 70-some stitches |
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which is still, to this day |
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why my mother still |
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tries to show me some old fake picture |
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of a fictitious little |
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sister who never existed and this is why part of |
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my life's so twisted |
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but I can never be as |
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sick as that bitch is |
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and, by the way, that |
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picture's one of my relatives |
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Sometimes I feel like |
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it's just me |
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sometimes I feel like |
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I'm going crazy |
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but take a look at my |
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family |
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cause the apple don't |
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fall too far from the tree |
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I said ... |
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sometimes I feel like |
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it's just me |
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sometimes I feel like |
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I'm going crazy |
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but take a look at my |
| [02:41.76] |
family |
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cause the apple don't |
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fall too far from the tree |
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You probably have to |
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peel back layers upon layers of |
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pain to see why everything |
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I say is so insane |
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what's different about my brain that separates me |
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from other players in this game? on the surface, it may |
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seem like a scheme or some sort of scam |
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for me to get some damn sympathy |
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but that's the last thing |
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I need is for people |
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to walk around feeling |
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sorry for me （me） |
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and I'm not a G, never |
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claimed to be |
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I gave my vest to |
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Cashis, |
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he'll need it more than me |
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but we'll see, cause we ain't lookin' for beef |
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but if it comes our |
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way, what do we, turn the other |
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cheek? come on |
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Sometimes I feel like |
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it's just me |
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sometimes I feel like |
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I'm going crazy |
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but take a look at my family |
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cause the apple don't |
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fall too far from the tree |
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I said ... |
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sometimes I feel like |
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it's just me |
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sometimes I feel like |
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I'm going crazy |
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but take a look at my |
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family |
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cause the apple don't |
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fall too far from the tree |
