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Yeah |
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Look lately I went missing with no permission |
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It's part of it |
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I been working harder than competition from start of it |
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Now they're looking at me |
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I see 'em all through the rearview |
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Kill yourself to get your spot |
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Then they die to be near you |
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They think that I made it cause I made it past them |
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They were never the target |
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My target is past Em |
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They laugh but they laugh too |
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And they talk to me back then |
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Guess it's déjà vu |
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I'll be back when I lap them |
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Hate that I acknowledge haters |
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Call it a curse |
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I'm on a search for validation |
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Guess I don't know how this works |
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But I'm learning on the job |
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You can never please 'em all |
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I see why rappers get that money |
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And then all they do is bull |
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Let them know |
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I can feel the transformation |
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I don't want to change |
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But part of me just wants to make it |
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Pardon me while I vacation |
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Part of me wants to be famous |
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But what good is being known if I don't 'member what my name is? |
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Everything is changing |
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I just pray it's for the better |
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This used to be my diary |
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Now it's an open letter |
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Hope that I can take the heat |
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I been used to the coldest weather |
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I'll do what I gotta do |
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The industry should know what's better |
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I say the real shit that you afraid to say |
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Then I get shit for sayin' it |
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I'd rather get a thanks |
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People steady takin' shots |
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But more and more they feel like blanks |
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And all these rappers get upset |
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My team is movin' up the ranks |
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Get your weight up I don't wait up |
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I can't count the night I stayed up |
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Man, sometimes this life's a bitch |
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But I just hope that this bitch pays up |
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Used to want it, now I need it |
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That's the difference between failing and succeeding |
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Far as underground goes |
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My numbers do the talkin' |
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Couple hundred on the table |
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All I gotta do is walk in but I won't |
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Really I could use the money but I don't |
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Reputation all I have |
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And that a'int ever worth a quote |
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If all I'm worried 'bout is cash |
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I be in the game for a second |
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I'm in the game to break records |
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Not in the game to take second |
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Where the hell is my crew at? |
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Behind me, boy, you knew that |
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Soon as I get a little bit of buzz |
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It's like these people try to do that |
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Soon as we get a little bit of pub |
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It's like that circle get a little tighter |
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Soon as we get a little bit of loot |
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Those people's eyes, they get a little wider |
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Bout done beggin' for greenrooms |
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I be like "Bruce, just give him that rider" |
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Got yo chick all on my shit |
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While you just stand there right beside her |
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Like it's cool |
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I'm just tryna' wrap my head around the fact that one day I'm nobody |
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Then I'm a celeb |
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What's the basis |
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I'm in different places |
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Ride with me or let me be |
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Only gettin' better |
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I think I'm ready for anything |