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Feels like a close, it’s coming to |
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Fuck am I gonna do? / It's too late to start over |
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This is the only thing I, thing I know |
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Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is |
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Find different ways to word the same, old song |
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Ever since I came along |
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From the day the song called ‘’Hi! My Name Is’’ dropped |
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Started thinking my name was fall |
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Cause anytime things went wrong |
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I was the one who they would blame it on |
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The media made me the equivalent of a modern-day Genghis Kahn |
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Tried to argue it was only entertainment, dawg |
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Gangsta? Naw, courageous balls |
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Had to change my style, they said I'm way too soft |
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And I sound like AZ and Nas, out came the claws |
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And the thing’s been out since then |
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But up until the instant that I’ve been against it |
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It was ingrained in me that I wouldn’t amount to a shitstain I thought |
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No wonder I had to unlearn everything that my brain was taught |
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Do I really belong in this game? I pondered |
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I just wanna play my part, should I make waves or not? |
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So back and forth in my brain the tug of war wages on |
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And I don’t wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect the artform I was raised upon |
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But sometimes you gotta take a loss |
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And have people rub it in your face before you can get made pissed off |
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And keep pluggin’, it’s your only outlet |
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And your only outfit, so you know they gonna talk about it |
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Better find a way to counter it quick and make it, ah |
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Feel like I’ve already said this a kabillion eighty times |
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How many times can I say the same thing different ways that rhyme? |
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What I really wanna say is, is there anyone else who can relate to my story? |
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Bet you feel the same way I felt when I was in the same place you are, when I was afraid to… |
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Afraid to make a single sound |
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Afraid I will never find a way out, out, out |
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Afraid I never before |
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I didn’t wanna go another round |
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An angry mans power will shut you up |
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Trip wires in this house will cut our love |
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Run out of excuses with every word |
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So here I am and I will not run |
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Guts over fear, the time is here |
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Guts over fear, I shall not tear |
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For all the times I let you push me around and push me down |
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Guts over fear, guts over fear |
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Feels like a close, it’s coming to |
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Fuck am I gonna do? / It's too late to start over |
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This is the only thing I, thing I know |
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It’s like I was there once, single parents |
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Hate your appearance, did you struggle to find your place in this world? |
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And the pain spawns all the anger on |
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But it wasn’t until I put the pain in songs learned who to aim it on |
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That I made a spark, started to spit hard as shit |
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Learned how to harness it while the reins were off |
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And there was a lot of bizarre shit, but the crazy part |
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Was soon as I stopped saying "I gave a fuck" |
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Haters started to appreciate my art |
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And it just breaks my heart to look at all the pain I’ve caused |
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But what am I gonna do when the rage is gone? |
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The lights go out in the trailer park |
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And the window that was closing and there’s nowhere else I can go with flows in |
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And I’m frozen cause there’s no more emotion for me to pull from |
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Just a bunch of playful songs that I make for fun |
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So to the break of dawn here I go recycling the same old song |
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But I’d rather make “Not Afraid 2” than another make mothafuckin’ “We Made You” uh |
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Now I don’t wanna seem indulgent when I discuss my lows and my highs |
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My demise and my uprise, pray to God |
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I just opened enough eyes later on |
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Gave you the supplies and the tools to hopefully use it to make you strong |
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And enough to lift yourself up when you feel like I felt |
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Cause I can’t explain to y’all how dang exhausted my legs felt |
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Just having to balance my damn self |
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Those dang eggshells, I was made to walk |
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But thank you ma, ‘cause that gave me the |
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Strength to cause Shady-mania, so many empty that stadium |
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At least I made it out of that house and a found a place in this world when the day was done |
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So this is for every kid who all’s they ever did was dreamt that one day they would just get accepted |
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I represent him or her, or anyone similar you are the reason that I made this song |
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Everything you're scared to say don't be afraid to say no more |
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From this day on forward, just let them a-holes talk |
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Take it with a grain of salt and eat their fucking faces off |
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The legend of the angry blonde lives on through you when I’m gone |
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And to think I was... |
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Afraid to make a single sound |
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Afraid I will never find a way out, out, out |
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Afraid I never before |
| [04:13.690] |
I didn’t wanna go another round |
| [04:17.190] |
An angry mans power will shut you up |
| [04:20.720] |
Trip wires in this house will cut our love |
| [04:24.020] |
Run out of excuses with every word |
| [04:27.510] |
So here I am and I will not run |
| [04:32.880] |
Guts over fear, the time is here |
| [04:39.430] |
Guts over fear, I shall not tear |
| [04:46.300] |
For all the times I let you push me around and push me down |
| [04:53.010] |
Guts over fear, guts over fear |
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