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[ti:I Wonder] |
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[ar:Gowe/Erin Kim] |
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[al:We are Hypergiants] |
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uh,gowe ,Gifted Of West East, |
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this song is a dedicated |
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to a very special woman |
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who had me at the tender age of eighteen |
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I never had a chance to see you |
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this is a dedicated to you |
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My Ma |
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This is her story(Check it out) |
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Verse 1 |
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Her mind was confused with a plus at the tip of the tube |
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Sick as she threw up with a cup take a sip of abuse |
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So she gets nervous cause her man left her |
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After the sex and he jets she thought that he loved her |
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You see shes 18, and shes a bit conscious |
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About her dress and the reflection of her own image |
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Timid in speech, shes limited given a week |
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With her tummy blowing up so that people can see |
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But she decides to keep it, said no to abortion |
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The feet kicks in her stomach comes without a warning |
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She feels the pain though, cause her parents cry |
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And the shame eats her alive when she closed her eyes |
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Then the day comes, she gives birth to a son |
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Kim Sung-Hoon, soon she holds and kisses her love |
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Wishing it never ended, taking a mental picture |
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Hoping through her tears that her son would have a better future |
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Chorus |
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I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
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Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
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I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
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Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
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Verse 2 |
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So she wonders, what happened to her son next |
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Is there clothes on his back, food on his plate whats the context |
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The recollection of the day replays in her mindset |
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And the ways she would try but just never could forget |
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Well he’s okay, and he resides in the states |
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A needle in space in which rain makes it a beautiful place |
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Embraced by the culture and he’s loved by all the members |
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Until he turns 18 and his world get flipped |
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He hears that his mom is not actually his and that complications |
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Prevented her from having any kids and his real mom |
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Is actually Korean and she had, to give him up for adoption |
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Cause she was young and was a student |
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Lost and was confused and, wrestling in the moment |
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Am I Chinese or Korean? Am I destined in this union? |
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And if I am what’s the purpose? I jot it in my verses |
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So I replay it in my mind as I think about you |
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Chorus |
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I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
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Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
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I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
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Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
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Verse 3 |
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If I could write a letter, and know that you would read it |
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I would tell you that I never once in my heart felt hatred |
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Reinstated I would play a song and dance with you |
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Hold your hand as I thank the Lord for creating you |
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As strong as you are cause in my mind I can’t fathom |
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The pain and the guilt when all you heard was their gossip |
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And still you stuck through it, when they called you foolish |
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And with this gift that I possess your probably loved music |
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I hope you’re doing well, I hope some day you’ll see this |
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I hope I mean I really hope that you know Jesus on a deeper level |
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Seeking just to know Him better, I hope in perfect timing we can |
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See the reason clearer, I hope you’re smiling now |
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I hope I cross your mind, I hope you never second guess |
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If what you did was right, cause I’m so proud of you |
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I love and admire you, so after all these years this is my way of telling you |
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Chorus (x2) |
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I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
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Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
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I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
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Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
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I wonder if theres a smile on your face |
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Sometimes I miss you and long for your embrace |
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I never could thank you, enough for holding on |
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Dear mama mama mama, forever, I’ll hold you in my heart |
