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My imagination’s not a crazy one, no |
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I grew up in the slums where they kill anything that grows |
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I'm saying i can't make these things up so |
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We only live reality, if you daydream then you go |
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And I'm tired of people saying i ain't did nothing they did |
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I'm talking knife fights with kids as kids |
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Til one of us no longer lives |
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And I've been hanging with the wrong group again |
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With myself and who else |
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And a bunch of dead men who wanna see my name on a headstone |
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Finally mother****er i can be alone |
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Tell my woman just to visit me from time to time |
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And that I love her give my family that same line |
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And to my brothers, give my money to my murderers |
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They deserve to be rewarded for their hard work |
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I'm hard to kill, who was with me when i was gunned down |
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And stabbed up |
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I bled alone and it changed me to a cold **** |
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And friend I've been on this course for so long |
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If you knew how painful it was for me to live |
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You’d want me gone |
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I'm numb from my head to my toes |
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How can I feel for another soul? |
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I can't even feel the ****ing wind blow |
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And scars cover my body and im scary and im ugly |
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And women only touch me to tell others that they’ve touched me |
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And men only touch me with bullets or to slug me |
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And I only touch myself with a knife blade that cuts me |
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And the devil is a b***h who just keeps trying to **** me |
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And my god is a woman who don't give a **** about me |
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Because no-one loves a killer, not truly, just trust me |
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Where I'm from its survival of the fittest and they all hunt me |
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Welcome to the worlds most dangerous game |
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I know you’ve heard me say it before |
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Now I'm inviting you to play |
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You better be better than just good aim |
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You’ll need senses you either have ‘em or you don't |
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I can't explain |
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Like when you walk into a room you memorize where everything is |
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The exits the doors the windows |
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Are there stairs are there kids? |
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Who you’ll have to take and who you’ll have trouble with |
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Running can be retreat or re-positioning you decide what it is |
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To a better vantage point |
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Get low and dig in and make every shot count |
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Because if the clip empties you’re finished |
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If a man approaches you at night and you have no idea why |
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Don't wait to hear him speak, pull it out and don't shoot in the sky |
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His eyes will widen up and aim right between those eyes |
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When he drops, don't run |
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Stand over him and feel him die |
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And if anyone you’re unsure about’s around, they gotta go too |
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Or his family finds out |
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And you have people you’ve never seen coming to kill you |
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And I don't care who you are and if you care or not |
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You’re looking over your shoulder at every passing car |
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You could be shot |
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And once you’ve felt that stress, life doesn't get to you |
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Not anymore, not after what we’ve been through |
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And I no longer bother to ask father to forgive me |
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I've been fighting all my life, there’s no fight left in me |
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Every day i wake up ready to die |
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But when I turn the gun on myself all i see is your big eyes |
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And I've hurt you so much i can't do it one more time |
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So I grind my teeth together and i try to unwind |
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But time doesn't move when you’re sitting in this spot |
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And I'm trapped in this body with this soul i don't want |
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And I think at night i cut myself, to sleep |
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Because i wake up, and I'm stuck to my sheets |
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And I don't recall what happened |
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Was it me? was it possession? |
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I have scars appear in my skin after dreams |
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Where are my big eyes where am I |
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I've lost my place at home by your side |
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I've been trapped in that killing field boy |
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Where it’s carry a gun or die |
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And c********rs wanna know how I'm still alive |
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I had to kill to get here, boy |
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So, next time you try |
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Know I was baptized in blood and gun powder at age 5 |
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And when I close my eyes i only see one thing |
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A pile of hands I cut off belonging to men who’ve touched my queen and |
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I can no longer hold myself together |
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So I'm just gonna leave pieces of me laying wherever |
