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Chapter 5 My son is born |
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Next morning, Darnley came to see me. |
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He was afraid.'What's the matter,husband?' |
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I said.'Why are you crying?' |
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'Oh Mary, Mary!'he said. 'I'm sorry!" |
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I was wrong!I helped those men to kill Riccio, |
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and now the Earl of Moray is back here with them! |
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He hates me!他恨我! |
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I am afraid they're going to kill me, and you too. |
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Think of our child, Mary, here inside you!' |
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He took me in his arms again. |
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I was very angry. |
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I am sorry, James, |
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that this man was your father. |
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He was a stupid boy, not a man. |
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He was tall and strong and beautiful |
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but he could never think like a man or a king. |
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I said,' You know these men, Henry. |
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What do they want?' |
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'They-they want our child, Mary. |
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They don't want us. |
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They're going to put you in prison. |
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They don't want you to be Queen- |
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they want your child to be King or Queen. |
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I-I don't know what they want to do with me. |
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'Perhaps they want you to be King, too, |
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without me,'I said quietly. |
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'Then you can do what they say, like a little boy.' |
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'Perhaps,Mary." |
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They said that,yesterday. |
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But now that Moray's here-I don't know. |
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I'm afraid. Please help me!' |
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He began to cry again. |
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'What can we do?' |
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'We can run away,'I said. |
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'We can leave Edinburgh quickly and quietly, |
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before Ruthven and his men stop us. |
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Be quiet for a minute. |
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I want to think.' |
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I walked up and down for two or three minutes, |
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then I said:'Henry, go back to these men. |
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Tell them-' |
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'No! Mary, please! I can't! |
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I'm afraid of them!' |
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'Listen to me,Henry!" |
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And try to be a man. |
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Go and tell them I'm ill, |
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because of the child. |
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Say I'm not angry with them. |
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Tell them anything-lie to them. |
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Then, tonight, bring some men and horses here, |
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behind the castle…' |
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He went, and did it.All day I waited in my rooms, |
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and listened. |
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Then, at one o'clock in the morning, |
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Darnley and I went quietly down the stairs behind the castle. |
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Some of my friends were there, |
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with horses for us. |
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Quickly, we rode away into the night. |
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That was a very bad night. |
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It was dark and cold. |
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I was ill,and Darnley was afraid. |
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'Come on!'he said. |
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'Ride faster,woman! |
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You're too slow!' |
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But I was pregnant, and it was cold and dark. |
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We rode for five bours in the rain. |
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'I can't, Henry!'I said. |
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'I'm ill.Think of the baby!" |
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I don't want it to die!' |
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'Why not?'he said. |
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We can always make another one!' |
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I'm sorry, but it is true. |
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Your father said things like that,James.. |
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Then he rode away in front of me, into the dark. |
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I rode slowly behind, |
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with my good woman, Bess Curle. |
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In the morning we arrived at Dunbar Castle. |
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Darnley slept,and I wrote letters to my friends. |
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Next day Lord Bothwell came to help me. |
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I liked him-he was a good, strong man. |
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Soon I had an army of 8,000 men. |
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Bothwell and I rode back to Edinburgh with the army. |
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Lord Ruthven died, and some of his friends ran away. |
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But the Earl of Moray stayed. |
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All that summer I ruled the country, |
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and waited for the baby. |
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My husband stayed outside my rooms. |
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I did not want to see him. |
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No one did. |
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Perhaps he drank with his friends. |
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I don't know. |
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And then, on 19th June, |
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in a small room in Edinburgh Castle, |
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my baby was born. |
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It took a long time, |
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but at last you were in my arms, James, my son. |
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I asked your father to come in. |
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'My Lord Henry,'I said. |
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'This is our baby! Look at him, my Lord. |
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Take him in your arms. |
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He is your son-isn't he beautiful?' |
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But your father did not love me, James. |
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Very often, after you were born, |
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he slept with other women. |
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I know that because he talked to everyone about it. |
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I think he wanted people to know. |
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And I am sorry, but I do not think he loved you,James. |
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When I took you to church and gave you your name, |
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he did not come. |
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He wasn't interested. |
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But because of him, |
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David Riccio was dead. |
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I could never forget that.Never. |