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作曲 : Christian Holden |
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"So, while you're fixing up your bed |
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and while you're organizing drawers, |
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could you just listen to the problems had with problems of yours. |
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and What's that note you're writing there? |
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Why are you giving me this back? |
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This was a gift from when we met back when you weren't so upset." |
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I called in sick from your funeral. |
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The sight of your body made me feel uncomfortable. |
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I couldn't recognize your shell. |
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Your branching off had met an end |
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from all the weight that made you bend. |
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and When you tried to shed your leaves you pined for warmth as they said |
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"your lack of love for your dear self is sapping all of us here out. |
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Trace your roots back to the ground work out the knotholes for yourself." |
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I called in sick from your funeral. |
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The sight of your family made me feel responsible. |
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and I found the notes you left behind; |
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little hints and helpless cries, |
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desperate wishing to be over. |
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You said you're trapped in your body |
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and getting deeper every day. |
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They diagnosed you born that way. |
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They say in runs in your family. |
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A conscious erasure of working class background |
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where despair trickles down |
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imbalanced chemical crutch. |
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Open up. Swallow down. |
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You said "remember me for me. |
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I need to set my spirit free." |
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I called in sick from your funeral. |
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Tradition of closure nearly felt impossible. |
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I should have never gave my word to you; |
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not a cry not a sound. |
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Might have learned how to swim but never taught how to drown, |
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you said "remember me for me". |
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I watched you set your spirit free. |
