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[ti:Ill Mind Of Hopsin 6] |
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[ar:Hopsin] |
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[al:Ill Mind Of Hopsin 6] |
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I remember the first time you overdosed |
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A fucking overload on meth, paramedics saved your ass, you was close to ghost |
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You never did know which road to go |
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It’s like you rode the boat and sailed away and hoped to hit the golden coast |
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But you sank like the Titanic |
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The incident, it left your life damaged, and that’s when I panicked |
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You thought you had it locked, |
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well you ain’t on the right planet |
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If you’re trying to live your life right, plan it |
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It’s like your mind vanished, you don’t even know that |
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I wish that we could go back, |
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cause it’s so sad when I tell jokes and you don’t laugh |
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Like you used to, I really hate to stress it, but you strange to mess with |
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So I keep my distance, cause you always got this blank expression |
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Like you’re confused and unaware of your surroundings |
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Emotions have gone and no one’s found it, |
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it’s overwhelming |
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Your momma told you that drugs are bad |
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But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass, |
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now you understand |
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Now you always look like you don’t know me |
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And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie |
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(Give me back my homie, please come home) |
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I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to |
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(Where’d you go?) |
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I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future |
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But I was wrong |
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I should’ve stopped you when I had the chance to do so |
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But back then I had felt like that was too bold |
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You started hanging with new folks, |
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and made the drug environment your new home |
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This world is too cold, could I have prevented this? |
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Who knows? |
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They convinced you that this shit was cool and hip to do |
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Saying it would lift your mood and make you feel invincible |
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So you started skipping school, |
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hanging with these wicked dudes |
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Unaware that when you got older you played a bigger fool |
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And it’s pitiful, where the fuck they at now? |
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In they mid-20s passed out inside of a crack house |
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Back when you met them I had doubts, they put you on the bad route |
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And when you needed they help to pick you up, |
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they fucking backed out |
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They fucking got you, I can’t lie |
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But now your brain’s fried |
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and you don’t even act like you’re the same guy |
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Your momma told you that drugs are bad |
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But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass, |
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now you understand |
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Now you always look like you don’t know me |
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And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie |
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(Give me back my homie, please come home) |
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I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to |
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(Where’d you go?) |
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I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future |
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But I was wrong |
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I ain’t never felt this shit before, it gets me sore |
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I reminisce on us playing Nintendo 64 |
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And that Christmas in ’97 we got new crispy boards |
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And we was doing ollies in my kitchen on the slippery floor |
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Shit changed and it happened quick |
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But I can’t forget that you was the first homie I started rapping with |
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You could’ve had half of this back when I had established it |
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But now I have to sit and feel bad, look what your actions did |
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Man you were so outgoing and so hysterical |
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Seeing you now is just unbearable, |
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it’s terrible |
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You should’ve made your choices wisely, |
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fucking with poison ivy, |
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Without your brain please tell me what would your point in life be? |
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It’s a struggle to get your ass to listen |
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You really hurt me and the rest of your family with all your bad decisions |
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We always told you that drugs are bad |
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But you ain’t listen ’til the fire burned your ass, |
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now you understand |
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Now you always look like you don’t know me |
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And I’m mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie |
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(Give me back my homie, please come home) |
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I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to |
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(Where’d you go?) |
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I never would’ve thought my best friend would be gone in the future |
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But I was wrong |
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Excuse me do ya need a ride? Looks like you’re going downtown |
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Yes, hop in my ride, well hi, I’m Chris Dolmeth |
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I’m your best friend (Chris Dolmeth) |
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I’m all you need (Chris Dolmeth) |
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If you wanna succeed, hop in my ride |
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Well hi I’m Chris Dolmeth |