How Will I Make It

歌名	How Will I Make It
歌手	Big L
专辑	Harlem's Finest (A Freestyle History Vol. I & II)

原歌词

[00:00.00]	How Will I Make It -Big L I
[00:00.470]	Aiyo some people was born in heaven
[00:02.830]	With a silver spoon in they mouth
[00:04.640]	And had everything taken to them
[00:06.320]	On a silver platter
[00:07.570]	And never had to work hard for nothing
[00:09.630]	Then there are some people
[00:10.820]	Who was born in the opposite world of those
[00:13.510]	Was born heaven which is called hell
[00:15.870]	And had to work hard for everything they got
[00:18.180]	And never had nothing taken to them
[00:20.390]	And never will it's real
[00:22.240]	I'm only at the age of ten
[00:23.920]	And life already seems to me
[00:25.670]	Like was heading to a dead end
[00:27.540]	Cause my mom was smoking mad crack
[00:29.660]	My pops went out for a fast snack
[00:31.660]	And never brought his a**back
[00:33.80]	Nobody knows how I feel
[00:34.580]	It's quite I'll that I have to steal
[00:36.510]	To fill my stomach with a nice meal
[00:38.580]	Too ashamed to walk the streets
[00:40.140]	Wearing the same cheap sneaks
[00:41.760]	And dirty outfit for weeks
[00:43.880]	Even my holidays got damaged
[00:46.60]	Cause on christmas I aksed Santa
[00:47.650]	For a father and a hot sandwich
[00:49.650]	I just can't take it
[00:51.890]	And everyday I aks myself
[00:53.520]	How will I make it
[00:54.700]	It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child
[00:58.130]	And how will I make it
[00:59.380]	I won't that's how
[01:00.390]	I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile
[01:03.260]	And how will I make it
[01:04.760]	I won't that's how
[01:05.690]	Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul
[01:08.840]	And how will I make it
[01:10.150]	I won't that's how
[01:11.220]	I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L
[01:14.390]	And how will I make it
[01:15.710]	I won't that's how
[01:16.890]	Five years past by now I'm on the age of fifteen
[01:19.820]	No more fun and games it's time to get cream
[01:22.130]	Cause I'm about to burst my life was cursed
[01:24.940]	I went to church prayed everyday
[01:26.400]	But everything still got worse
[01:27.710]	Soon I ran in to a couple of guns
[01:29.900]	Started stalking the streets late
[01:31.330]	Robbing suckers for funds
[01:32.610]	Now everyday I creep with the heat
[01:34.740]	Ain't nothing sweet
[01:35.740]	I rob for me if I don't steal I don't eat
[01:38.00]	Then I lost control and started going too far
[01:40.510]	Robbed this brother named Umar
[01:42.60]	And got snatched by the blue car
[01:44.60]	Where I grew up it was a living hell
[01:46.300]	Then I started to realise
[01:47.550]	I'm better off in a prison cell
[01:49.300]	Now I can sleep now I can eat
[01:51.360]	Can't hit skinz but I wasn't hitting skinz
[01:53.420]	While I was in the streets
[01:54.850]	Aiyo I just can't take it
[01:57.160]	And everyday I aks myself
[01:59.100]	How will I make it
[02:00.220]	It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child
[02:03.510]	And how will I make it
[02:04.760]	I won't that's how
[02:05.700]	I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile
[02:08.690]	And how will I make it
[02:10.190]	I won't that's how
[02:11.190]	Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul
[02:14.310]	And how will I make it
[02:15.620]	I won't that's how
[02:16.680]	I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L
[02:19.800]	And how will I make it
[02:21.170]	I won't that's how
[02:22.300]	Doing time was full of stress G
[02:24.410]	All the fightings and stabbings
[02:26.160]	And men finding men sexy
[02:27.790]	One tried to test me didn't find it humerous
[02:30.30]	Beat him with a pillowcase skilled with cans of tuna fish
[02:33.120]	My time came to a cease
[02:34.860]	I'm back on the streets again
[02:36.360]	I hope I won't get snatched by the beast again
[02:38.740]	But it's getting crazy hectic
[02:40.560]	Cause I'm broke and up naked
[02:41.870]	In cagitive jar cause of my jail record
[02:44.120]	Before you know I was robbing them Saint Ducks
[02:46.680]	Even started robbing homeless folks for their change cups
[02:49.590]	My whole life was deserted
[02:51.340]	Either I'ma go back to jail or get murdered
[02:53.780]	But do I deserve it
[02:55.90]	All I try to do was live the one life that I got
[02:57.960]	But it seems that I can't get a fair shot
[03:00.820]	I just can't take it
[03:02.710]	And everyday I aks myself
[03:04.520]	How will I make it
[03:05.700]	It seems like my life been cursed ever since I was a child
[03:09.200]	And how will I make it
[03:10.390]	I won't that's how
[03:11.390]	I walk around with a frown I got no reason to smile
[03:14.510]	And how will I make it
[03:15.880]	I won't that's how
[03:16.880]	Aiyo times is rough I had to grow up foul
[03:19.880]	And how will I make it
[03:21.180]	I won't that's how
[03:22.190]	I always knew that I'll end up doing time on a L
[03:25.300]	And how will I make it
[03:26.680]	I won't that's how
[03:28.120]	Word up man it's real rough out here man
[03:30.740]	In the ghetto all that remains for us is
[03:32.280]	Wait for a better tomorrow
[03:33.160]	But it gets no better it's only getting worse
[03:35.840]	Word up

歌词翻译

[00:00.00]
[00:00.470]	Aiyo 一些人出生在天堂一样的环境
[00:02.830]	嘴里含着金汤匙
[00:04.640]	拥有家庭带给他们的一切
[00:06.320]	易如盛于银盘
[00:07.570]	永远不用辛苦来换取什么
[00:09.630]	然而另一些人
[00:10.820]	出生在与之对立的世界
[00:13.510]	可以称之为地狱
[00:15.870]	不得不拼命地争取自己所能得到的一切
[00:18.180]	从来不能被给予什么
[00:20.390]	永远不会
[00:22.240]	我刚及十岁
[00:23.920]	生活于我似乎
[00:25.670]	早已堵在了死胡同
[00:27.540]	因为我老妈瘾于药物
[00:29.660]	而老爸为了快钱铤而走险
[00:31.660]	却一去不还
[00:33.80]	没有人关心我的感受
[00:34.580]	我不得不去偷窃
[00:36.510]	才能得到一顿像样的食物填饱我的肚子
[00:38.580]	我感到羞耻不敢走在街上
[00:40.140]	因为穿着和我同样糟糕的运动鞋
[00:41.760]	一身肮脏的行头数个星期
[00:43.880]	就连节日我也不得安过
[00:46.60]	圣诞节时我向圣诞老人祈求
[00:47.650]	一个父亲和一个热三明治
[00:49.650]	我简直承受不住
[00:51.890]	每天我都会问自己
[00:53.520]	我该怎么做呢？
[00:54.700]	我的生活似乎被诅咒了自从我还是个孩提
[00:58.130]	我该怎么改变呢？
[00:59.380]	我无法做到现实如此
[01:00.390]	愁眉苦脸地徘徊我找不到理由欢笑
[01:03.260]	我该如何改变呢？
[01:04.760]	我无法做到现实如此
[01:05.690]	时局亦艰难我不得不变坏
[01:08.840]	我该如何改变？
[01:10.150]	我无法做到现实如此
[01:11.220]	我一直知道我最终会以坐牢结束
[01:14.390]	我该如何改变？
[01:15.710]	我无法做到现实如此
[01:16.890]	五年过去我如今十五岁
[01:19.820]	不再有乐趣和游戏这是我该搞钱的时候了
[01:22.130]	因为我快要崩溃了我如同被诅咒了
[01:24.940]	我每日去教堂祷告
[01:26.400]	但事情仍然越来越糟
[01:27.710]	不久后我搞到了几把枪
[01:29.900]	开始深夜在街头徘徊
[01:31.330]	抢劫笨蛋的钱
[01:32.610]	现在每天我裹着枪在街头蹑足
[01:34.740]	没有事值得开心
[01:35.740]	我抢劫为了生存如果我不偷就没得吃
[01:38.00]	之后我失去控制在这条路上越走越远
[01:40.510]	抢劫了一个叫Umar的人
[01:42.60]	然后被警察逮捕
[01:44.60]	这个我从小生长的地狱见证着
[01:46.300]	我开始意识到
[01:47.550]	我在牢房里过得更好
[01:49.300]	现在我得以安睡得以果腹
[01:51.360]	只是没有妞但在街头时
[01:53.420]	我也没闲心管妞
[01:54.850]	我快要承受不住
[01:57.160]	每日我都会问我自己
[01:59.100]	我该怎么做呢？
[02:00.220]	我的生活似乎被诅咒了自从我还是个孩提
[02:03.510]	我该怎么改变呢？
[02:04.760]	我无法做到现实如此
[02:05.700]	愁眉苦脸地徘徊我找不到理由欢笑
[02:08.690]	我该如何改变呢？
[02:10.190]	我无法做到现实如此
[02:11.190]	时局亦艰难我不得不变坏
[02:14.310]	我该如何改变？
[02:15.620]	我无法做到现实如此
[02:16.680]	我一直知道我最终会以坐牢结束
[02:19.800]	我该如何改变？
[02:21.170]	我无法做到现实如此
[02:22.300]	监狱里满是匪徒
[02:24.410]	干的都是帮派斗争和谋杀
[02:26.160]	里面的男人会喜欢男人
[02:27.790]	一个人调戏我我不觉得幽默
[02:30.30]	我用枕头套和鱼罐头狠狠地教训他
[02:33.120]	牢狱时光结束了
[02:34.860]	我再次回到了街头
[02:36.360]	我希望不会再被这些混蛋抓住
[02:38.740]	但事情又变得疯狂起来
[02:40.560]	因为我身无分文
[02:41.870]	因为我的犯罪记录
[02:44.120]	先不论我抢劫了多少无辜的人
[02:46.680]	我甚至抢走无家可归者的乞讨杯
[02:49.590]	整个人生都被我遗弃
[02:51.340]	要么再回到监狱要么横死街头
[02:53.780]	但我本不该如此
[02:55.90]	我所做的一切只是为了得以生活
[02:57.960]	但似乎我甚至得不到一个公平的机会
[03:00.820]	我无法承受
[03:02.710]	每日我都会问我自己
[03:04.520]	我该怎么做呢？
[03:05.700]	我的生活似乎被诅咒了自从我还是个孩提
[03:09.200]	我该怎么改变呢？
[03:10.390]	我无法做到现实如此
[03:11.390]	愁眉苦脸地徘徊我找不到理由欢笑
[03:14.510]	我该如何改变呢？
[03:15.880]	我无法做到现实如此
[03:16.880]	时局亦艰难我不得不变坏
[03:19.880]	我该如何改变？
[03:21.180]	我无法做到现实如此
[03:22.190]	我一直知道我最终会以坐牢结束
[03:25.300]	我该如何改变？
[03:26.680]	我无法做到现实如此
[03:28.120]	听着这里的生活太艰难了
[03:30.740]	在贫民窟留给我们的路只有
[03:32.280]	等待更好的日子
[03:33.160]	但实际上生活不会好起来却是越来越糟
[03:35.840]	就这样