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作词 : XAM |
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作曲 : XAM/Axel Turunen/Joona Pietikainen |
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I should have focused on the love |
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I should have focused on the love |
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And my health before the fame |
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I should have told somebody how I felt |
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Instead of tightening the belt around my neck |
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I should have asked for help |
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But I’ve been asking myself everyday |
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If it’s too late for me to make a change |
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They say the grass is greener on the other side |
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But I took a look at mine and it looked dry |
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I guess they lied or maybe I am colorblind |
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Or maybe I forgot to give it water and I let it die |
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‘Cos that’s what I do with everything important in my life |
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Yeah, I make it disappear |
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I hide the evidence and act like it was never here |
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I pack my backpack and put it on my back real fast and leave |
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The murder scene behind my back and never looking back at my past again |
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Yeah, I really need a friend |
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I really need someone that I can let inside my head |
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I’m in hell |
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Help! |
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I’m lonely and afraid |
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I really need somebody by my side until the end |
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‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
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So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
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I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
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And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
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But It’s not working and I don’t know why |
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Maybe I was made to be unhappy ‘til the day I die |
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Or maybe my only purpose in life is to hate being alive |
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‘Cos every single second of my life feels like a waste of time |
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I got bad thoughts on my mind and It's my fault I know |
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I should have never closed my eyes and gone blind I know |
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I should have never lied to myself everytime that I said |
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”I’ll be fine” ‘cos I'm not fine |
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I don’t even know if I’m alive anymore |
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‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
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So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
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I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
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And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
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‘Cos nobody ever taught me how to deal with depression |
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So I’m doing this my way without any lessons |
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I’m writing down my thoughts into my book of confessions |
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And then I'm reading them out loud at my therapy sessions |
