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作词 : Destiny Nicole Ortiz |
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作曲 : Destiny Nicole Ortiz |
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Now damn, I'm just a kid |
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Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did |
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Things I wanna do and things I've done lived |
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Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say |
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Damn, I'm just a kid |
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Thinking about everything I wanna do and did |
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Thinking bout if I go far or go big |
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Thinking about if I go dumb or go big |
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I'm a child just like no other |
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When I get scared I hide under covers |
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On a sad day man I really miss my mother |
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Only get one and you never get another |
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When I was a child I was barely loved |
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Mommy passed away and my daddy was on drugs |
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Granny took me in, with her 5 kids |
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And up until 8, that's where I always live |
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Granny got sick and then she passed away |
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And biggest heartbreak that I ever did take |
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Things were so good man, things were so great |
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And then in one day my whole life had changed |
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Suddenly I'm out here adopted |
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No one from my family gave me the option |
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To live with my family or someone familiar |
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Gave me away to a person wit hidden agendas |
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Passed to stranger who needed the money |
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She was a psycho, she never loved me |
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Damn my whole life everyone had to f*ck me |
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Wow, I guess I'm just lucky |
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Now damn, I'm just a kid |
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Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did |
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Things I wanna do and things I've done lived |
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Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say |
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Damn, I'm just a kid |
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Thinking about everything I wanna do and did |
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Thinking bout if I go far or go big |
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Thinking about if I go dumb or go big |
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I never mattered, nobody ever cared |
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Gave me to strangers who claimed me as theirs |
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I was abused and I was aware |
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She told me to lie and say that I had fell |
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Damn, I got marks on my face |
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Disassociate and my thoughts go erased |
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Numb in my soul, I feel so out of place |
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Long way from home, I need out of this place |
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I'm the sad kid and the bad kid |
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I'm a disappointment and I'm average |
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Never make her proud, all I do is damage |
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Called me a burden, but she took advantage |
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Now damn, I'm just a kid |
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Thinking 'bout everything I ever done and did |
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Things I wanna do and things I've done lived |
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Everything slow but I really wanna live, now say |
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Damn, I'm just a kid |
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Thinking about everything I wanna do and did |
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Thinking bout if I go far or go big |
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Thinking about if I go dumb or go big |
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She said she loved me, she didn't liked me |
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I wasn't special and I wasn't likely |
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Wasn't that cute, no one would want me |
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Nobody cared in that, I was forgotten |
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Left as an orphan, no other options |
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She hit me again and I want her to stop it |
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The place of my soul has grown microscopic |
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They take me on weekends and act like they care |
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I lived in fear, I was young, I was scared |
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The scars from my childhood have followed me here |
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The pattern repeat and they come back right here |
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The pattern repeat and they come back right here |
