Self Talk

Self Talk

歌名 Self Talk
歌手 马库西
专辑 Self Talk
原歌词
[00:00.000] 作词 : 马库西
[00:00.718] 作曲 : MP The Kid
[00:01.437] Beat: MP The Kid
[00:03.188] 混音:Hyperrrr
[00:04.932]
[00:12.695] da da alarm clink
[00:14.035] wake up in the morning and I start to think
[00:16.543] why I'm here and I doubt about where should I suppose to be
[00:19.240] I see that p sexy face again when I want go to brush my teeth
[00:22.935] no white tee
[00:23.386] he tell me he go to school just for **** som' bitch
[00:26.140] I won't be surprised cause I know he always fake it
[00:29.134] he's the jerk as* by his friend but keep silent on the class sit
[00:32.384] he's afraid
[00:33.140] he's na brave
[00:34.139] but he still want stand on stage
[00:35.636] live in shade
[00:36.390] feel no safe
[00:37.134] underdog can only say okay
[00:38.885] the people making fun of his d
[00:40.640] steel Glocks are reining by enemy
[00:42.138] maybe those youngins who treat him differently cause he looks like Yao Ming
[00:45.386] don't want get trouble with those a***e so he pretends like a deaf
[00:48.640] he also wants to be savage but he can never be a man
[00:52.134] he hates school he misses home regret why he chooses here though
[00:55.384] see all the kids are doing it so he starts to drink and smoke
[00:58.570] wish I could
[00:59.314] getting all my bull shit settle
[01:01.066] you should learn how to say no
[01:02.564] take mind off all things and go to figure out what you want more
[01:06.070] go to lift your spirit
[01:07.313] stop lying on the couch and yawing
[01:09.322] you know whats your passion
[01:10.563] cause you are not the average Asian
[01:12.317] so give it a try
[01:13.569] you can't figure out what will happen
[01:15.824] I know it's a long ride
[01:17.064] that's how you reach your destination
[01:20.571]
[01:21.569] man I think
[01:22.813] I need a real talk to myself man
[01:25.320]
[01:31.565] I can still remember on that day
[01:33.062] she keeps looking at me when I'm paying
[01:34.817] but I'm ****ing bad at socializin
[01:36.814] her face makes me feel suffocating
[01:38.566] I should go hitting
[01:39.263] but I'm just hesitating
[01:40.262] my ****ing mouth stick like 2 strong magnet
[01:41.771] I'mma such a loser I always timid
[01:43.268] so nothing happens then I leave and start to blame it
[01:45.020] why why
[01:46.019] why I choose flinch every time time
[01:47.516] afraid to be under the spotlight
[01:49.271] I despise my ****ing cowardice honestly when I can make up my min
[01:52.020] such a d
[01:53.020] still tryna hiding his weak
[01:54.464] He almost nineteen but never have a relationship
[01:57.959] see the couple on the street
[01:59.467] they just cuddle front of me
[02:01.211] eh that is sweat but pls don't be front of me
[02:04.959] that's not jealousy I promise (ha yeah yeah )
[02:08.211] ok be honest just solace (now u see)
[02:11.461] I saunter at the Christmas market people walking by me
[02:15.212] drink mulled wine solus hope someone new I could get acquainted
[02:18.219] I hope there's a girl with me feel cold no more cause she warms me
[02:21.468] ok that will be romantic but back to reality
[02:24.963] why is it that why is that why am I different than other guys
[02:28.216] good looking guy they got swag they cool like Johnny Depp get new girls all ****ing tim
[02:31.465] look at me what I did quite opposite
[02:33.220] ly on bed play my d that what I did
[02:34.959] leave the comfort zone that's the success ID
歌词翻译
闹钟响了
我早上起床开始思考
我为什么在这,我应该在哪里
刷牙时看到那张厌恶的脸
不穿白体恤
他告诉我他要去学校了
我不会意外,因为他总是伪装
在朋友面前他很逗,但是教室里他很安静
他害怕
他不勇敢
但是他还是想站上去
生活在黑暗
感觉不安全
但他只会接受
人们开他的玩笑
他觉得像是被手铐铐住
可能别人对他不同只是因为他长得和他们不一样
他不想惹麻烦,所以他假装听不见
他也想变得凶狠,但他做不到
他开始想念自己的家
也学着别人的样子以为这样很酷
希望
我可以安顿好自己
学会拒绝
知道自己想要什么
打起精神
不要赖在沙发上
你知道你的热情所在
因为你不平凡
去尝试
你不会知道将来会发生什么
我知道路途还遥远
但只有这样才能到达终点
我觉得
我需要和自己谈谈了
我还记得那一天
我付钱的时候她一直看着我
我不太会和别人打交道
所以这让我有点紧张
我应该上前搭话
但是我退缩了
我说不出话来
我总是像个失败者一样胆小
最终我离开了,什么也没发生
为什么
为什么我总是选择退缩
不想在众目睽睽之下
我看不起我的胆小,我到底什么时候才能勇敢
真是个混蛋
他想隐藏他的弱点
他已经快要19岁了,但是却没什么经历
看到大街上的情侣
相互拥抱
这很美好,但是挡住了我的路
这不是嫉妒
好吧确实有点
我在圣诞集市闲逛
喝着酒希望可以认识一些人
我希望有人可以在旁边陪我一起
这样会很美好,但是还是得回归现实
为什么会这样,为什么我和别人不一样
看他们三天两头换着女朋友
我却刚好相反
我躺在床上无所事事
离开舒适圈吧,这样才能有所改变