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作曲 : Potter Payper |
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Had to question everything I stand for |
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Still purple rain and maintaining through the downpour |
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Cold night sleeping on the ground floor |
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I'on hate my father I just wish he was around more |
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Nanny came on a visit and she just broke down |
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She says she looks at me as if I was her own child |
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And only I can choose the road I'm gonna go down |
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So I know I'm on my own when it goes down |
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But sometimes I can't cope G I can't lie |
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Cah from young I been addicted to this fast life |
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Like I swear we were so high last night |
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And we didn't make it home 'til like half five |
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And this is real shit this ain't just the weed talking |
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Every time I get away I hear a fiend calling |
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I spend money I ain't got like a remortgage |
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I ain't slept for days feeling like I'm sleepwalking |
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When I'm just tryna dodge another sentence |
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Stan Tookie Williams I'm just looking for redemption |
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Hoodrat b*****s holla looking for attention |
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Snakes hissing in the distance and I can sense 'em |
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Fake man wanna smile, say they're down to ride |
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On the low I know the same man wanna **** my wife |
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In the hood there ain't nothing but some ****ing s***s and liars |
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But I'll clutch and rise it you could get touched I'm riding |
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Looking for a Judas 44's, tre 8's, dottys and some Rugers |
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OT grow yard ciggies and some jewelers |
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Living for today like we ain't got no futures |
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And I don't really wanna change |
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Seen so much shit, some shit I don't even wanna say |
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'99, they said my mummy went on holiday |
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I found out that my mummy was in Holloway |
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But home is where the heart is, so I'm loving where I live |
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And I know most man never struggled like I did |
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I was coming home hungry weren't nothing in the fridge |
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So I had to hit the road like something's gotta give |
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'05, me and Dizz hitting kitties outta Holborn |
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Chicks couldn't grasp why I wouldn't show emotion |
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Had to tell that b***h, chill, I live among some vultures |
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And a home ain't a home when your homes broken |
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And a home ain't a home when your homes broken |
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And then it gets harder |
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Feltham, Chelmsford, Aylesbury, Parva |
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And I got some youts that need looking after |
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Two little girls that will never know their father |
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'Cause daddy was a criminal, mummy couldn't cope |
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So daddy went jail, left mummy on her own |
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I was talking to the mandem they're like when you coming home? |
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Just keep rapping it could happen trust me you can blow |
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I gotta trap cah it's the only life I know |
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And my nanny's always telling me as if I don't know |
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And now I heard it's action what defines the man |
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Blowing macaroni got me thinking 'bout this life I've had |
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And I'm just thinking 'bout this life I live |
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As I'm getting older had to question would I die for this? |
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Man are riding life in bin (la-la-la-la) |
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Shit the case is in the Old Bailey |
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Separated mice from men, from young I learnt don't talk |
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You know the game, you get caught that's your own fault |
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Did my first sentence as a baby boy |
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Born in the 90s, ****ing with them 80s boys |
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Olders put me on road, back when it was all love |
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Road taught me everything, teacher never taught us |
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Road taught me everything, teacher never taught us |
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But don't front like roads something that you're built for |
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'Cause you could die for something you wouldn't kill for |
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Mad years behind that steel door |
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Mad years on my strip mummy's still poor |
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Wait there's still more I'm trapping 24's G |
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Up and down in and out 'til I got sore feet |
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'04 to '06 I never saw sleep |
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Raw B had me counting bags at 14 |
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'07, I left the crown court free |
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Back and forth on Feltham for like four weeks |
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'08, I was back behind that door G |
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Firearms charge I rid the whole four peak |
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But I rid that, the life you d**kheads rap about I live that |
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Pebble down a big batch |
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G-star pack and told him flip that |
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I told him take three and bring six back |
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And T's been gone for a minute now I miss akh |
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And I miss C and I miss whites |
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On my kids' life, every day I risk mine |
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I'm just tryna live right shit I gotta do wrong |
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Couldn't see you walking two steps with my shoes on |
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Ratchet always told me re-up before your foods gone |
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Ratchet always told me re-up before your foods gone |
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