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So long ago my days got lost |
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With all my strength that kept me alive |
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And I don't want to fight this dream |
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That keeps on disturbing the will to live inside me |
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Thoughts like knives embrace the pain |
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Until the night fades and dawn arrives |
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Please say am I not strong enough? |
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Oh - tell me do I have to shatter all my memories? |
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Turning all the pages from the books that should dissolve my chains |
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But why do all these words blur out get tainted by my blood? |
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How am I supposed to save myself from this insanity |
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If all that I can sense is just that I'm not good enough? |
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So far away I hear your cries |
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I know it's my fault giving you pain |
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But what is wrong or what is right? |
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I wish all your tears would just fade under this cold rain |
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Turning up the white noise to get rid of screams inside my mind |
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At least I can escape from all the pain these voices cause |
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How am I supposed to raise my fists and cause a fight for life |
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If everything's distorted that I don't want to be lost |
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I fear the pain the dawn the night |
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Within these days I'm trying to survive |
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I wish for rest I wish for dreams |
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I wish I knew reality |
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Inside this hell of mind I keep on wasting all my time |
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I fear the day your hands won't guide |
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I fear the pain that will be left inside |
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All that's left for me to do is to |
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Ignore distort and break these binds |
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Strings attached to my mind and soul |
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Made me bleed cutting deep until pain wore off |
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Is my existence a joke to you? |
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You dare to prison me in solitude? |
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Yet all my motives aren't ones that should be judged by your means |
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If you keep soiling all I am I'll be the one you shall fear |
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I'm not a saint nor am I righteous but I know how it feels |
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To be corrupted by the systems held-up narrowminded schemes |
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Stop |
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Don't let your fear embrace your strength inside |
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For all that matters it is time to make our hopes align |
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To let shadows shatter |
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To make thorns surrender |
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That captivated your light inside |
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Have you forgotten? |
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These words are rotten |
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It's time to break and shatter all these lies |
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Why can't I just be like the 'normal human' kind? |
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Dreaming of a future without these nightmares |
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What if I were able to go back to these days |
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Could I fight their faces their gloating stirrups? |
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Help is there an answer to questions that suffice? |
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Maybe I could let go if I try to fight? |
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Trapped in webs of past days in darkness locked with smiles |
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Tell me what you’re seeing as I open up |
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Plythe cie feh mei nuh nihye |
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Waii mis echouv waii mis echah widhyé? |
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Lochar cie mih ien cet Tuchelhye |
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Cet ré mis crei screi chó yáhz allhyé? |
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Smaryé blihd ie mih ua chust eh |
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Whe is ré Puoa ah thyé mis swaé cha |
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Wheyé fyaertyé mis ecctrahae |
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Yé waii mis ellye nyeve sahyé? |
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I live the pain all day and night |
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I feel the pain that’s burnt inside |
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All that's left for me to do is to |
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Stand up keep up **** up their might |
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Knives attached to my soul and heart |
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Made me bleed cutting deep until dusk till dawn |
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Just tell me was it all fun and games |
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To prison me in a made up cage? |
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Yet I can say that all your words have weight quite heavy on me |
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But you kept messing with emotions that you couldn’t foresee |
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I'm not a saint nor am I god but that’s the point where it ends |
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This is your last advice to run and hide as fast as you can |
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I won’t let them take again what is supposed to be mine |
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For all that matters it is time to make our lights ignite |
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To let shadows shatter |
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To make thorns surrender |
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From days you tried so long to hide |
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Have you forgotten? |
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These words are rotten |
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It's time to break and shatter all their lies |
