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作词 : Todd Clark/Chaz McKinney |
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作曲 : Todd Clark/Chaz McKinney |
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18 with a hammer at my senior prom |
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Ripping couches in the basement of a country club |
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That was my first panic attack |
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I knew couldn’t get my youth all back |
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I got a temper from my old man, used to black out |
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Then I started drinking liquor til my cash ran down |
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I was living in the house with the band |
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Couldn’t pay rent, couldn’t keep a job, didn’t have a plan |
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Some days, man I’ve got it all together |
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Most days though I’m just trying to get better |
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Everybody’s got that something |
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We can’t fix with love or money |
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Even when it pulls me under |
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Get so high that it just seems funny |
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How many times can I fake it |
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Before it breaks me, I’m not okay |
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I’m not okay |
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I’m not okay |
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23 and skipping obligations |
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For some fake crush when I start to lose my patience |
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I get stoned on going too fast |
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And what a rush when we finally crash |
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I know a little bit more now than I used to |
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But at the cost I payed, I’m pretty sure I got screwed |
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I spent a few nights sleeping in my car |
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Took it too far a couple times getting kicked out of the bar |
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Some days, man I’ve got it all together |
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Most days though I’m just trying to get better |
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Everybody’s got that something |
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We can’t fix with love or money |
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Even when it pulls me under |
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Get so high that it just seems funny |
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How many times can I fake it |
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Before it breaks me, I’m not okay |
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I’m not okay |
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I’m not o- okay okay okay okay |
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Maybe when 50 I’ll figure it out |
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Get my shit put together in a nice clean house |
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Maybe that’s a pipe dream |
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Everybody’s got that something we can’t fix with love or money |
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Even when it pulls me under |
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Get so high that it just seems funny |
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How many times can I fake it |
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Before it breaks me, I’m not okay |
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I’m not okay |
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Everyone feels like they’re crazy |
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Why can’t I say it? I’m not okay |
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I’m not okay |
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I’m not okay |
