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作词 : N1tro9teen |
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作曲 : Syndrome |
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Rainy day drivin on the lane with myself like I always. |
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Window shield vipers just swing infront of my face. |
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See a 100 on my dash board today I don't wanna race. |
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Bumpin quiet inside in my car lipsing with Andy Tubman. |
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Those trees pass by me I even let those cars overtakes me. |
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Where's the road rage alright just let it vanish. |
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And the sky goes grey again like it's a reaction to something. |
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Almost drivin with closed eyes cuz I fear his coming. |
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What is coming I know is my demon my nightmare. |
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Something I been trying to get rid of but I've never succeed at it. |
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I can't even see it so I never get the chance to face it. |
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Just like batman tryna catch the invinsible without white cement. |
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But also I treat it like an opponent for my whole life. |
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You can't force a new guy to kill apelion at the first met. |
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It can easily blow my mind take control of my mind. |
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Fighting back by punching the air like a brain damaged man. |
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Sometimes it's like a hand strangle my neck about to take my breath. |
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Then it turning into a prison locks me down I can't escape from that. |
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Sometimes it's like jokers famous weapon they call it smile gas. |
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How can I get through it when the lightning's still on strike. |
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It makes fun of me humiliated me and it torches me. |
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when it see me screwed up it gonna crack a fvckin smile at me. |
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It makes me go crazy go insane go super extreme. |
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Swallowin paroxytine is my only way to stop this. |
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The enemy can't understand it after I watch it at the first time. |
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It's just like Jake Gyllenhal versus another same looking guy. |
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But I turn on my phone watch it again on the other night. |
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Step infront of the window a giant crawler get in my sight. |
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It made of my thoughts of letting people down. |
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Don't tell me it's just a imagination I do see it in my town. |
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Put a mask on as a protection but never a fvckin clown. |
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To all the people that I luv this mess is coming from deep down. |
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Now I'm gonna talk something that I have never talk about. |
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I do know I got problem I shouldn't impact somebody else. |
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Believe me I'm not trippin I been tryin to find a way out. |
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And all thses crap that I done just for getting help for myself. |
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Mom I really wanna apologize but I can't say it in person. |
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Stuck with that question with knowing it can't change something. |
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Noise from downstair our situation is way worse than that. |
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Blame you blame everybody just because my weakness. |
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Dad I really wanna hug you but I just can't do this. |
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We the same type of person so we don't show too much. |
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Said somebody my role model but how stupid I was. |
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Cuz you the only role model that I have better than those players. |
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My XIX 19 just a number of extreme. |
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I'm illin with everything about you thought it was necessary. |
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How that I keep picturing those dangerous vision like a coward. |
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And spittin that venom to you can't believe I became this lame. |
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Such a good actor to the man in the mirror. |
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Thanks for the praise I'm gon be good as Aaron Ackhart. |
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Been a decade I really think that I should be in the arkham. |
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Maybe not cuz they will not give me my pen and my phone charge. |
