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作词 : 小北UNO/Siberpunk |
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作曲 : 小北UNO/Siberpunk |
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录制：HPC鱿鱼 |
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混音：WTZ |
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编曲：Jane beatz production |
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和声编写：D1WHY |
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封面：D1WHY |
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【intro】 |
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Hello, you there? listen |
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This is not some hypx $hxt |
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This is not something I'm proud to talk about |
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because you don' t know what it feels like,It feels like. failure |
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【Hook】 |
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You said you wanna read what's my real mind |
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Depression made me wanna suicide |
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I didnt know what's right cause too many lies |
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Devil said death or life I couldnt choose |
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Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time |
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I wanna go back to a real life |
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Please don't cover my eyes |
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I wanna see the shine |
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【verse 1(D1WHY)】 |
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You got me feeling lifeless |
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My sadness went to another stage |
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As if my body was weightless |
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The major weakness was exploited by bada$$ |
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I always say it's nothingwrong |
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Through you look down upon me |
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My heart is like fallen leaf |
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To be swept away is its destiny |
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You called my phone said you really know where do I zone. |
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I'm really tired and i just wanna go home |
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But it seems to be going a wrong road |
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I lost myself in the steel jungle |
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I told you something that I don’t hope so |
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I don' t wanna lose you |
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i suspect you know the main fact！ |
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Really: Nope! |
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It's all that you want and more |
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I’ve nothing can lost |
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【verse2 （Siberpunk)】 |
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Sometimes it feels like you drown and |
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sometimes the whole system broke Down and |
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sometimes I think everyone's a Clown |
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And pretending nothings wrong while put that mask on. |
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Saying, Sorry mom I can't cheer myself up.when the night approached, and darkness fell upon. |
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Wait, Can you tell Ronny she's my babe |
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But I fxxked up so hard, so we can't meet this week |
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god save me from myself never being in the right road |
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Accusing of making up shxt and assigned the wrong role |
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Straight up, be brave, all that pep talk |
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this is not something you can shout out and shoot for |
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I'm too proud I stayed in the bathroom while my lady cooking |
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The demon's talking, the neighbors dog forever barking |
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I'm like no one else but the man I despise |
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cry under his eyes, didn't stand and put up a fight |
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Desolation, isolation, wanna fly above |
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She wxxped and cried, saying"I don't want nothing from you! |
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I said cut that shxt bxxch leave me alone |
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You should never say that when you love someone |
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I get it, but hide yourself in some holes like a fxxking mole,started buried deep |
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How about try to help your friends in need |
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God save my soul, Hate to make my mamma sad |
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Guess I'm doing everybodys favor if it went bang |
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【Hook】 |
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You said you wanna read what's my real mind |
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Depression made me wanna suicide |
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I didnt know what's right cause too many lies |
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Devil said death or life I couldnt choose |
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Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time |
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I wanna go back to a real life |
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Please don't cover my eyes |
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I wanna see the shine |
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【verse 3 （D1WHY）】 |
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repeated confession |
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A section of my session which fall apart with the affection |
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I've lost the direction |
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I can't be flex’in the face of sudden great pressure |
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eh, ain' t no time to wait |
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you said that I stayed up all night till daybreak |
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It made me crazy, I was love sick |
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The current situation is hard to change |
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feeling like tape around my heart |
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That's the worst part |
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They acted so tough |
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They called me trash |
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My world was getting dark |
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Am I out of touch and not strong enough? |
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Unwilling to sink down and hate to frown |
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Day after day, more and more wrong |
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I dont wanna curl up in a crummy corner |
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I wanna break it all like a violent thunder |
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【Hook】 |
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You said you wanna read what's my real mind |
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Depression made me wanna suicide |
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I didnt know what's right cause too many lies |
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Devil said death or life I couldnt choose |
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Dont make me drunk and high or waste my time |
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I wanna go back to a real life |
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Please don't cover my eyes |
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I wanna see the shine |
