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Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame |
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'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name |
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I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything |
| [00:26.996] |
And I just want to change, I really want to |
| [00:30.700] |
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no |
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So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and |
| [00:38.695] |
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no |
| [00:42.524] |
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown |
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I just wanna wake up as a different person |
| [00:50.225] |
Been living good but that's all on the surface |
| [00:52.223] |
Been getting older, new lessons I'm learning |
| [00:54.188] |
But I'm still hurting, I don't deserve this |
| [00:56.300] |
I just want to make the pain go away |
| [00:59.484] |
If I try to end my life, would they remember my name? |
| [01:03.139] |
All this pain goes on and on, and it's so tragic how |
| [01:06.693] |
I can't even get a night of sleep without this panic now |
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And I don't wanna die but it's feeling like the only way out |
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Of my mind, try to get up but I'm falling back down, no |
| [01:20.199] |
Please, keep fighting for me, no |
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I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow |
| [01:28.266] |
Please, keep fighting for me, no |
| [01:32.350] |
I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no |
| [01:35.255] |
Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame |
| [01:38.887] |
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name |
| [01:42.879] |
I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything |
| [01:47.025] |
And I just want to change, I really want to |
| [01:50.568] |
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no |
| [01:54.526] |
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and |
| [01:58.758] |
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no |
| [02:02.526] |
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown |
| [02:07.910] |
I ran out of time for all your questions |
| [02:10.280] |
Guess I never learned my lesson |
| [02:12.215] |
Now I'm goin' away I just can't deal with the pain |
| [02:16.130] |
But I don't wanna see you cry anymore, no |
| [02:20.150] |
I don't wanna see you cry |
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I'll end it all to keep from hurting |
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I'm such a burden, I'll save you from the pressure |
| [02:29.063] |
Wish I was better |
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So wrap your arms around me, pull me in so closely |
| [02:34.673] |
I'll hold on 'til it's over, I'll hold on 'til it's over, it's over |
| [02:40.350] |
Please keep fighting for me, no |
| [02:44.255] |
I don't wanna see you dead by tomorrow |
| [02:48.168] |
Please, keep fighting for me, no |
| [02:52.342] |
I don't wanna see you sad anymore, no |
| [02:55.215] |
Okay, now I don't wanna die just to drown my shame |
| [02:59.016] |
'Cause life is not the same, these bullets call my name |
| [03:03.048] |
I swear it's so damn hard to try, I hate everything |
| [03:07.065] |
And I just want to change, I really want to |
| [03:10.649] |
But I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no |
| [03:14.541] |
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown and |
| [03:18.736] |
I don't wanna die, I can't go down, no |
| [03:22.607] |
So I'ma pay the price so I don't drown |