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作词 : Zackery Lee Rea/Cade Ethan Lewis/Zachary Ryan Hatfield/Bryan Christopher Rea |
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作曲 : Zackery Lee Rea/Cade Ethan Lewis/Zachary Ryan Hatfield/Bryan Christopher Rea |
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"If I knew then |
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what I know now |
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I wouldn't change a thing, |
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I'd still be scared as shit |
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If I had control I wouldn't live afraid |
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Spending my life |
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under a shadow of fear |
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Fearing who I really am |
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Why was I made this way |
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How do I live |
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Without the fear of ridicule |
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I live under a shadow of it |
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I didn't want this, I couldn't do shit |
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Look me in my eyes you son of a bitch |
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What do you want me to be |
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I'll melt myself down and fit into the mold |
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Fearing who I really am |
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Why can't I move on? |
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Why should I change the things that aren't wrong? |
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How do I live? |
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In this constant worry |
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That I'll fall apart and everything crumbles again |
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This shadow of fear consumes mec |
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I can't stand this constant worry |
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How do I free myself from the past |
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I'd rather live life |
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keeping it under wraps |
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I wasn't in control |
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so I hope you're proud |
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I didn't want help |
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I couldn't ****ing get out |
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How can I gain control? |
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How do I save myself |
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If I live like this I'll never know peace |
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Who do I lose? |
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Who do I lose?" |
