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Reading about Buddhism |
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And listening to Xasthur |
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On the subway in New York City |
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Back when you were my home |
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Not that long ago |
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This (This churning life) |
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Life (Of avalanches) |
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Upends me |
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Again and again (It spins) |
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Each night (Each day plummets into night) |
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Now my mind in the dark |
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Brings it all roaring back |
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That you could not bear me |
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(Can I bear uncertainty that arrives) |
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And the wind that came |
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In through the door? |
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That I can not hold you |
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(Holding you in my mind) |
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Our devotions mismatched |
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(Waking up surprised |
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With no one around |
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And wondering "who?") |
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We could have bridged the gap |
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But it yawned and swallowed |
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This world of ours |
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That's now yours and mine (That's now mine and yours) |
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This life bulldozed (This life) |
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By ridiculous sensitivities (Clinging to rocks in wind) |
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Seeing your face everywhere |
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And there's no escape (Seeing this lost chance) |
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Except what if we could go further in? |
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We were each others' reward |
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For enduring the waves |
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("The wages of dying is love") |
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(Like the poem says) |
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As long as the one last leap |
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Into the dark |
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Is wholehearted |
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It almost was |
