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When I walk out of the museum |
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The wall of sudden light makes me crinkle up my nose |
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And standing, coat half on, between marble columns |
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I sneeze into the wind |
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When I walk out of the museum |
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I have centuries of dust behind my eyes |
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I hunch a little bit |
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From the culminated weight of all these other peoples' ideas |
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I see a tipped over garbage can blowing in the street |
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When I walk out of the museum |
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I think about a snorkeler surfacing tangled in kelp |
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That is me: writhing, wild attention, glancing around |
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The huge museum doors behind me slam |
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And I flinch |
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In all of these brief flashes of momentary clarity |
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The emptiness that cuts through is like |
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A bowl beneath the sky |
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Empty, not yet pregnant |
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Fertile, without form |
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It terrifies me, the raw possibility |
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And I want to go back inside |
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But when I walk out of the museum |
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Everything I see seems rippling and alive |
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On a freezing January day |
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Everything: |
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The museum |
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And the garbage |
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And the internet |
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And the constellations |
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All collapse into a heap |
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And light floods out |
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From this compost pile |