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作词 : Aaron Davis/Anthony Bamgboye/Thomas Broderick |
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作曲 : Aaron Davis/Anthony Bamgboye/Thomas Broderick |
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24 hours in the same place |
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Told 'em I need me a vaca' |
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I never get 'round to the vaca' |
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Bank statements making me lazy |
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Every day payday |
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I stopped eating meat in '18 still I got a full plate |
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Ya never know when a beef can go off |
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I didn't wanna show off but when you're the first in |
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I need their hearts to beat when they see me in person |
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How is it a 50/50 if I need reimbursing? |
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They can't drink from my table if they're not putting the work in |
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She was at home in bed, I'm busy flirting |
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Weekends, I've got the weekdays merging, I swear |
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I'm just tryna keep waves in my hair, I |
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Wanna make 'em record or hold their torch in the air, why? |
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'Cause I feel alive when it all lights up |
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Let my enemies know that I don't give a **** |
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When I swore to myself that I'd never look down when I first climbed |
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I've done well for an ex gang member |
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And I've done bits and bobs |
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Just like what Montana done to Rebenga |
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I'm one of the last ones standing |
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Everyone's dead or in jail now |
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And I've got trauma that creeps up on me |
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That I try not to remember |
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I was born in December, five days before Christmas day |
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Haunted by the ghost of the Christmas past |
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Didn't wanna blind him so I kept my wrist tilted this way |
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I'm not afraid to drop to my knees and pray |
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'Cause I never thought that I'd overcome this pain |
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I was born in December, five days before Christmas day |
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Haunted by the ghost of the Christmas past |
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Didn't wanna blind him so I kept my wrist tilted this way |
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I'm not afraid to drop to my knees and pray |
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'Cause I never thought that I'd overcome this pain |
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Yo |
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I've been studying psychology |
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'Cause I didn't wanna go see a psychiatrist |
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Thank God she accepted my apology |
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'Cause I don't even think I could do none of this |
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From day one, she proven herself |
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Back when I couldn't get shoes off the shelf |
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Back when I couldn't even get into the club |
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Didn't pop bottles, never have Louis on my belt |
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I'm ready to make a commitment |
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I've got trainers coming on a shipment |
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I've got an M in one account and an M that I put into the crib, are you listening? |
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Me and these rappers are different 'cause most of these rappers chat fiction |
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Me, I'm just telling a story, the type that will go down in history |
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This is December I told 'em I needed a choir |
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Plus I'm thinking out loud so I'm gonna need quiet |
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I hope that I made 'em proud but I bet they deny it |
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I been practicing patience, let me apply it |
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I haven't been posting, I've not been replying |
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There's a lot of moving parts so I needed some time |
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I already believe, I don't need a sign |
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I already know the reason I shine |
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Was looking for symptoms online |
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Emotional instability, impulsive behaviour |
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Rage, sorrow, borderline personality |
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It's a disorder but it's important |
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'Cause without that I just blend in |
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I'm just brave enough to say it out loud, I'm not unpretending |
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When I was on road, they say I was mad |
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And that was cuckoo, he had to be bad |
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Now that I'm famous, I've had to change the way that I think |
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And the way that I act |
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Emotionally switched off, I'm only just fixing it now |
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I've gotta thank my girl for sticking around and holding me up |
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'Cause I coulda drowned and never again will I let her down |
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Responsibility comes with a crown and that's why I always frown |
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It was my job to build a bridge all the way from the North over to the South |
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And when they take shots I watch it bounce off my body armour |
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I'm Marcus Aurelius, Julius Caesar, used to suffer with sieges |
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I guess everyone's vulnerable, it's what you do with the struggle though |
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Can't believe I've got trainers in JD but I used to be criminal |
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29 years in December but this one is a miracle |
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I've done well for an ex gang member |
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And I've done bits and bobs |
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Just like what Montana done to Rebenga |
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I'm one of the last ones standing |
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Everyone's dead or in jail now |
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And I've got trauma that creeps up on me |
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That I try not to remember |
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I was born in December, five days before Christmas day |
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Haunted by the ghost of the Christmas past |
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Didn't wanna blind him so I kept my wrist tilted this way |
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I'm not afraid to drop to my knees and pray |
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'Cause I never thought that I'd overcome this pain |
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I was born in December, five days before Christmas day |
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Haunted by the ghost of the Christmas past |
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Didn't wanna blind him so I kept my wrist tilted this way |
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I'm not afraid to drop to my knees and pray |
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'Cause I never thought that I'd overcome this pain |
