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I confess, I'm a mess |
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All I ever do is stress |
| [00:21.550]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3] |
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With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain |
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Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it? |
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Tell me, do you even feel it? |
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I confess, I'm a mess |
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All I ever do is stress |
| [00:40.414]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3] |
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With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain |
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Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it? |
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Tell me, do you even feel it? |
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I've been writing all these records with resentment |
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Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had |
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I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am |
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All the **** I ever really feel is pain |
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And I don't think you could even understand |
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You could never understand |
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And all the **** I ever really feel is pain |
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And I don't think that you could even understand |
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Nah |
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Hold up |
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Cause I don't think you’ll ever get it |
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Dismissing all of my issues and tell me to be submissive |
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Attentive whenever rappin' |
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I focus upon the tedious |
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I resemble my father, that's if we’re speaking of temperaments |
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Temporarily out of it |
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Falling off of an ottoman |
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Noddin’, bobbin’ and weavin’ |
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I will depart out of my moccasins |
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While I swallow klonopins and I'm taking some mescaline, ketamine and excedrin |
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Ain't no need to exaggerate |
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But I'll elaborate |
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I am chemically imbalanced and killin' my serotonin from using drugs with no moderation |
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For daily sedation, I should be placed under observation |
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The fact that I'm faded is actually embarrassing |
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I see this as a vice and I'm using it as a crutch |
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But if I'm being honest with you |
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I think I fell in love with the thought of me dying young and not reaching my full potential cause |
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They never realize you’re great until you die |
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I murder it all, I want to appease |
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I bet that I'm really a beast |
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I never release |
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I'm giving the people a feast the way that I'm killing the beat |
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You loving it all enjoying the ride |
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I bet that you feeling the vibe |
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Is that what you want? |
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Fulfilling your needs? |
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Now give me a minute so I can proceed, Lord |
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Now this is not the life I really wanna lead |
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And all my pain is transparent; It's not that easy to see |
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I used to wanna be happy, it never actually happened |
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So I been feeling the same just trying to live with disdain |
| [02:12.319] |
I confess, I'm a mess |
| [02:13.394] |
All I ever do is stress |
| [02:14.523]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3] |
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| [02:25.622] |
With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain |
| [02:27.943] |
Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it? |
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Tell me, do you even feel it? |
| [02:31.150] |
I confess, I'm a mess |
| [02:32.245] |
All I ever do is stress |
| [02:33.204]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3] |
|
| [02:44.488] |
With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain |
| [02:46.770] |
Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it? |
| [02:48.689] |
Tell me, do you even feel it? |
| [02:49.908] |
I've been writing all these records with resentment |
| [02:51.717] |
Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had |
| [02:54.433] |
I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am |
| [02:59.133] |
All the **** I ever really feel is pain |
| [03:00.976] |
And I don't think you could even understand |
| [03:02.644] |
You could never understand |
| [03:04.011] |
And all the **** I ever really feel is pain |
| [03:05.619] |
And I don't think that you could even understand |
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Nah |
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Tough luck, nigga, keep your ****in' head up |
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They kicked you while you was down and now you refuse to get up |
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You medicating every single emotion that you feeling |
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You need to be in the dark to acknowledge all of your problems |
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You never speak of your issues unless you writing a song or two |
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You’re living with depression; its real and you ****in' know its true |
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I'm guessing that it stems from the time when nobody noticed you |
| [03:24.817] |
But that was years ago and you still stuck on the same shit |
| [03:27.257] |
You need to get a grip |
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You dope as **** and people tell you i |
| [03:29.530] |
You need to be a man and start asserting all your confidence |
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You’re ****in' 24 and you still can’t accept a compliment |
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You need to make a change |
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But I know I'm stating the obvious |
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And I wanna be better, but it's never that easy |
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Very vivid depiction of pictures that I've been painting |
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I promise you’ll feel my pain in a second |
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So ill explain: |
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Cause a couple years ago I couldn't even find a friend to call |
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And now you hit me up like |
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“I'm really loving your record, dawg” |
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And people never listen; I'm speaking bout being restless |
| [03:50.640] |
I say I'm cutting my wrists and you telling me that its dope |
| [03:52.771] |
I know you praying that I blow so we can 'all get rich' |
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“And if you make it, you can take me with you man |
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That would be it cause I've been down from the beginning |
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Boy, I knew you was the shit |
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Remember when I said that you would be the one to make a hit?” |
| [04:02.169] |
Hell nah, I don't recall |
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Suck a mother****er's d**k, b***h |
| [04:04.972] |
I confess, I'm a mess |
| [04:06.327] |
All I ever do is stress |
| [04:07.401]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3] |
|
| [04:18.567] |
With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain |
| [04:20.882] |
Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it? |
| [04:22.786] |
Tell me, do you even feel it? |
| [04:23.916] |
I confess, I'm a mess |
| [04:25.138] |
All I ever do is stress |
| [04:26.138]I'm depressed than a mo'****in' nigga [x3] |
|
| [04:37.353] |
With a handful of pills trying to numb all of my pain |
| [04:39.551] |
Tell me, do you mother****ers even feel it? |
| [04:41.406] |
Tell me, do you even feel it? |
| [04:42.689] |
I've been writing all these records with resentment |
| [04:44.606] |
Tryin' to find the happiness I never had, happiness I never had |
| [04:47.390] |
I wish I could wake up early in the morning and realize the person that I really am, person that I really am |
| [04:51.888] |
All the **** I ever really feel is pain |
| [04:53.825] |
And I don't think you could even understand |
| [04:55.637] |
You could never understand |
| [04:56.988] |
And all the **** I ever really feel is pain |
| [04:58.475] |
And I don't think that you could even understand |
| [05:00.700] |
Nah |
