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Clock is ticking, I just want it stop |
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Time is flowing like a river, water all on my watch |
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Nah I'm kidding, I'm a broke kid, never was a **** kid |
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Eating lunch, fourth grade, had to go and choke kid |
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Thought it was over, body numb, no sensations |
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Thinking to myself like "Oh boy", the ends waiting |
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I gotta go, I'm sorry mama I didn't make it |
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You wanna see me now, but someone told me to keep you waiting |
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Life is cruel in a beautiful way |
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Wish I had some more friends, that would want me to stay |
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Never thought that even heaven's skies could get so grey |
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And could you tell me when perfection never got so vague |
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Feel like it's not real, feel like I'm waking up |
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19 years, when I go like did I take enough |
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Girl and I are breaking up, was really shaken up |
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Told me that she cheated 3 times, I can't make this up |
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Life is crazy and it's unexpected |
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And I'm just sick of learning every lesson |
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I'm scared of love that's only one confession |
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I miss the world before I lost my presence |
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I really question almost everything |
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Cause I just wanna know what's going on |
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Like is there something out there waiting for me |
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Whatever, I'll just put myself inside a countless song |
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Can you relate to this? Am I insane to you? |
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Did I just help you with a problem? Did I save you too? |
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Okay probably not, I shouldn't just assume |
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But I been looking for support, so what am I to do |
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I'm having flashbacks, of old-school hatchbacks |
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Whipping on the backroads, the matchbox had no gas |
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These random memories, invading me |
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They leave my mind empty, I been suffering from vacancy |
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In a house, but it's never been home |
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Like you alone cause you chose, and I'm alone like a ghost |
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These people see me and avoid me, I'm a joke I suppose |
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Maybe it's the way I talk, or how I'm wearing my clothes |
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I think I'm different, never listen if they calling me out |
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My mama told me not to worry, try reducing my doubts |
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It didn't work, I'm a mess, I see the tears in my eyes |
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It's time to go, always knew my biggest fear was goodbyes |
