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Yeah |
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I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze |
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I'm not sure if I should say this, ****, I'll say it anyway |
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Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase |
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I don't know if it's a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah |
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I battle with depression, but the question still remains |
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Is this post-traumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage? |
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And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase |
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Yeah, it's not a ****ing phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay |
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Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit every day |
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And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage |
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And it obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me |
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'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out |
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I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, |
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I'm a popular, popular monster |
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I break down, falling into love now with falling apart |
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I'm a popular, popular monster |
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I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze |
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Every wall that I knocked down is just a wall that I replace |
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I'm in a race against myself, I try to keep a steady pace |
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How the **** will I escape if I never close my case? |
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Oh my God, I keep on stressing, every second that I waste |
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Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take |
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But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage |
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Yeah, it's not a ****ing stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay |
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Mother****er, now you got my attention |
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I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing |
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And what if I were to lie? Tell you everything is fine |
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Every single ****ing day |
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I get closer to the grave, I am terrified |
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I fell asleep at the wheel again |
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Crashed my car just to feel again |
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It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me |
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'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out |
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I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, |
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I'm a popular, popular monster |
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I break down, falling into love now with falling apart |
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I'm a popular, popular ****ing monster |
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Yeah, here we go again, mother****er, oh |
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We're sick and tired of wondering |
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Praying to a god that you don't believe |
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We're searching for the truth in the lost and found |
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So the question I ask is, oh, where the **** is your god now? |
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'Cause I'm about to break down, searching for a way out |
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I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, |
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I'm a popular, popular monster |
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I break down, falling into love now with falling apart |
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I'm a popular, popular monster |
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I'm a liar, I'm a cheater, I'm a non-believer, |
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I'm a popular, popular monster |
