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作词 : Rei |
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作曲 : Rei/NONE |
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Every time I lie is another day alone |
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With nobody else at home |
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And every time I cry is another moment into stone |
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Pour cement into my bones |
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And I stay up all night in low light |
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Get myself stuck in my own mind |
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Cause I'm so fixated in you |
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Thinking about all we went through |
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After all these years thinking |
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I got myself sinking down into nothing |
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Spend all my self-loathing, yeah |
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Most days, I find myself contemplating in bed |
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And always, I get myself trapped inside of my head |
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I won't say that I'm happy when I'm not, but instead |
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Every day, to myself, I fantasize being dead |
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And I wonder how much longer do I falter? |
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How much further? Will I ever become stronger |
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Like my mother and my father? |
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Will I ever get to conquer mental monsters that I conjured? |
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I will never find an answer, so I ponder and I wander |
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I'm another complex runner |
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I wanna cover when I suffer, but I stutter |
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And the thunder got me running for the covers |
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I'm still the same, stuck in last summer |
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Looking back |
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Looping back forever |
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All the confusion that goes with delusion |
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The feel of intrusion from lack of solution |
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Is nothing but stress-induced |
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And sometimes I slip from the saddle |
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Whenever these demons win the battle |
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Flood my head with thoughts 'til I rattle |
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And all of these words are making it worse |
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Every time I cry is another day alone |
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With nobody else at home |
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And every time I lie is another moment into stone |
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Pour cement into my bones |
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Lack of a heart, but persist to exist |
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Art is my biggest assist |
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Cannot pertain to a kiss |
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And I have to resist |
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And dismiss a flick to my wrist |
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Once in a while, I rely on a dial |
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Memories of you got me crying in denial |
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Life is a trial, but it's hard to compile |
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A list of defenses to make it worthwhile |
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Mental fences are chainlink to senses |
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Consensus commences pretenses |
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And this, here, now dispenses offences, yeah |
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All the confusion that goes with delusion |
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The feel of intrusion from lack of solution |
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Is nothing but stress-induced |
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Every time I cry is another day alone |
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With nobody else at home |
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And every time I lie is another moment into stone |
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Pour cement into my bones |
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(Every time I cry) |
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(No one else at home) |
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(And I feel so cold) |
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Every time I cry is another day alone |
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With nobody else at home |
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And every time I lie is another moment into stone |
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Pour cement into my bones |