Fixated

Fixated

歌名 Fixated
歌手 One Eye Closed
专辑 Cain
原歌词
[00:00.00] 作词 : Rei
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Rei/NONE
[00:15.75] Every time I lie is another day alone
[00:20.58] With nobody else at home
[00:23.55] And every time I cry is another moment into stone
[00:28.23] Pour cement into my bones
[00:30.27] And I stay up all night in low light
[00:33.18] Get myself stuck in my own mind
[00:34.74] Cause I'm so fixated in you
[00:36.99] Thinking about all we went through
[00:38.97] After all these years thinking
[00:40.89] I got myself sinking down into nothing
[00:44.73] Spend all my self-loathing, yeah
[01:02.58] Most days, I find myself contemplating in bed
[01:04.50] And always, I get myself trapped inside of my head
[01:06.45] I won't say that I'm happy when I'm not, but instead
[01:08.34] Every day, to myself, I fantasize being dead
[01:10.86] And I wonder how much longer do I falter?
[01:12.36] How much further? Will I ever become stronger
[01:13.77] Like my mother and my father?
[01:14.76] Will I ever get to conquer mental monsters that I conjured?
[01:16.74] I will never find an answer, so I ponder and I wander
[01:18.69] I'm another complex runner
[01:19.56] I wanna cover when I suffer, but I stutter
[01:21.09] And the thunder got me running for the covers
[01:22.50] I'm still the same, stuck in last summer
[01:23.97] Looking back
[01:24.54] Looping back forever
[01:26.10] All the confusion that goes with delusion
[01:29.73] The feel of intrusion from lack of solution
[01:31.83] Is nothing but stress-induced
[01:33.30] And sometimes I slip from the saddle
[01:36.99] Whenever these demons win the battle
[01:40.59] Flood my head with thoughts 'til I rattle
[01:44.31] And all of these words are making it worse
[01:47.04] Every time I cry is another day alone
[01:51.51] With nobody else at home
[01:53.55] And every time I lie is another moment into stone
[01:59.28] Pour cement into my bones
[02:18.24] Lack of a heart, but persist to exist
[02:20.34] Art is my biggest assist
[02:21.72] Cannot pertain to a kiss
[02:23.01] And I have to resist
[02:24.06] And dismiss a flick to my wrist
[02:25.62] Once in a while, I rely on a dial
[02:27.54] Memories of you got me crying in denial
[02:29.49] Life is a trial, but it's hard to compile
[02:31.32] A list of defenses to make it worthwhile
[02:33.18] Mental fences are chainlink to senses
[02:37.11] Consensus commences pretenses
[02:39.03] And this, here, now dispenses offences, yeah
[02:41.58] All the confusion that goes with delusion
[02:45.33] The feel of intrusion from lack of solution
[02:47.25] Is nothing but stress-induced
[02:48.87] Every time I cry is another day alone
[02:53.46] With nobody else at home
[02:56.49] And every time I lie is another moment into stone
[03:01.17] Pour cement into my bones
[03:03.15] (Every time I cry)
[03:03.52] (No one else at home)
[03:03.96] (And I feel so cold)
[03:04.44] Every time I cry is another day alone
[03:09.00] With nobody else at home
[03:12.09] And every time I lie is another moment into stone
[04:04.77] Pour cement into my bones
歌词翻译
[00:15.75] 每次说谎 都是又一个孤独日夜
[00:20.58] 空荡房间 无人相伴
[00:23.55] 每次落泪 都让瞬间凝成顽石
[00:28.23] 水泥灌入我的骨骼
[00:30.27] 我在昏暗里彻夜不眠
[00:33.18] 让自己困在思绪深渊
[00:34.74] 因我执念全是你
[00:36.99] 回忆我们走过的风雨
[00:38.97] 多年后终于明白
[00:40.89] 我正沉入虚无的阴霾
[00:44.73] 耗尽所有自我厌弃
[01:02.58] 大多时日 我在床上辗转反侧
[01:04.50] 总被困在 自己的脑海迷宫
[01:06.45] 不愿假装快乐 当悲伤肆虐
[01:08.34] 每日幻想 死亡降临时刻
[01:10.86] 还要多久我才能停止颤抖?
[01:12.36] 还要多远?能否像父母般坚强
[01:13.77] 战胜自己创造的
[01:14.76] 那些精神牢笼里的恶魔?
[01:16.74] 永远找不到答案 徘徊思索
[01:18.69] 我是迷途的奔跑者
[01:19.56] 痛苦时想躲藏却口齿不清
[01:21.09] 雷声轰鸣 我蜷缩进被褥
[01:22.50] 仍困在去年夏天
[01:23.97] 不断回望
[01:24.54] 永远循环的过往
[01:26.10] 妄想伴随的混沌
[01:29.73] 无解带来的侵扰
[01:31.83] 不过是压力产物
[01:33.30] 有时从马鞍滑落
[01:36.99] 当心魔赢得战斗
[01:40.59] 思绪泛滥直到颤抖
[01:44.31] 这些话语让一切更糟
[01:47.04] 每次落泪 都是又一个孤独日夜
[01:51.51] 空荡房间 无人相伴
[01:53.55] 每次说谎 都让瞬间凝成顽石
[01:59.28] 水泥灌入我的骨骼
[02:18.24] 没有心脏却坚持存活
[02:20.34] 艺术是最大救赎
[02:21.72] 无法承受亲吻温度
[02:23.01] 必须抵抗
[02:24.06] 阻止手腕的颤抖
[02:25.62] 偶尔依赖药物麻醉
[02:27.54] 回忆让你我泪流否认
[02:29.49] 人生是场审判
[02:31.32] 难列值得活着的理由
[02:33.18] 心智栅栏缠绕感官
[02:37.11] 共识催生虚伪
[02:39.03] 此刻正在释放罪孽
[02:41.58] 妄想伴随的混沌
[02:45.33] 无解带来的侵扰
[02:47.25] 不过是压力产物
[02:48.87] 每次落泪 都是又一个孤独日夜
[02:53.46] 空荡房间 无人相伴
[02:56.49] 每次说谎 都让瞬间凝成顽石
[03:01.17] 水泥灌入我的骨骼
[03:03.15] (每次落泪)
[03:03.52] (无人相伴)
[03:03.96] (寒意刺骨)
[03:04.44] 每次落泪 都是又一个孤独日夜
[03:09.00] 空荡房间 无人相伴
[03:12.09] 每次说谎 都让瞬间凝成顽石
[04:04.77] 水泥灌入我的骨骼