The Entire History of You

The Entire History of You

歌名 The Entire History of You
歌手 Stepson
专辑 The Entire History of You
原歌词
[00:00.000] 作词 : Brock Conry/Nickolas Bennett/Jayden Ridley/Jordan McDonald/Robert Suthern
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Brock Conry/Nickolas Bennett/Jayden Ridley/Jordan McDonald/Robert Suthern
[00:23.199] I'm finding myself less and less
[00:26.868] To decline something to feel, something to taste
[00:31.919] To let go of my mind through drug abuse and all the pain
[00:37.573] I know that I have changed to be just like you, to be just like you
[00:46.658]
[00:46.893] Every single time I think of you I can't help but get upset
[00:51.221] Constant, disgusted, outrageous and nauseous
[00:57.371] You know that I'm not sleeping well but you don't ****ing care
[01:02.825] My dreams are depleting just tainted and lonely
[01:08.671]
[01:09.063] I'm sorry that it's come to this, my greatest fear that I couldn't resist
[01:14.248] It made so much sense to do what you did but telling me "you're okay" is the opposite
[01:19.775] I wish I could say what you did to me without sounding like a hypocrite
[01:25.578] I just can't do this anymore, I'm sick of being ignored
[01:31.089]
[01:31.274] I'm finding myself less and less
[01:34.572] To decline something to feel, something to taste
[01:39.539] To let go of my mind through drug abuse and all the pain
[01:45.275] I know that I have changed to be just like you, to be just like you
[01:53.642]
[01:59.919] Take me away to a place that can't hurt me
[02:05.198] Take me away to a place that won't leave me
[02:10.867] Take me away from here, I'm coming down
[02:16.554] I feel I'm the poison that's killing you so sweet, so selfish
[02:20.695]
[02:22.258] Goodbye
[02:29.850] I can't look at you
[02:34.352]
[02:47.302] I feel so sick, so sick of who I am
[02:52.019] So sick of ****ing trying
[02:54.945] I don't want to pretend that I'm okay with this
[03:00.532] I'm killing myself just to fix what you've broken
[03:05.975] (Fix what you've broken)
[03:08.436]
[03:08.653] You've taken all of me,
[03:12.345] I hope you like what you've stolen
[03:16.122] I'm getting withdrawals, my head is so cluttered
[03:21.628] What have I become? I've never been so disgusted
[03:27.411] You know who you are, you know who you are
[03:31.993]
[03:34.345] Why won't you help me?
[03:40.226] Why won't you look at me?
[03:48.266] I'm the one that you refuse to see
[03:54.197] Yeah
[04:00.861]
[04:05.569] I don't know what to say to you
[04:08.023] You were never there, you were never there
[04:10.895] Why won't you look at me?
[04:13.807] Why are you scared of me?
歌词翻译
[00:23.199] 我逐渐迷失自我
[00:26.868] 拒绝感受 拒绝体味
[00:31.919] 通过药物滥用释放痛苦 任思绪飘零
[00:37.573] 我知道我已变成你的模样 变成你的模样
[00:46.658]
[00:46.893] 每次想起你都让我无法平静
[00:51.221] 持续作呕 愤怒难抑 恶心翻涌
[00:57.371] 你明知我夜不能寐 却他妈毫不在意
[01:02.825] 梦境正枯竭 只剩污浊与孤寂
[01:08.671]
[01:09.063] 抱歉事态至此 我终究没能抵抗最深恐惧
[01:14.248] 你的所作所为看似合理 但"你很好"的谎言何其讽刺
[01:19.775] 多想坦诚你的伤害 却怕显得虚伪矫饰
[01:25.578] 我再也无法继续 受够了被忽视
[01:31.089]
[01:31.274] 我逐渐迷失自我
[01:34.572] 拒绝感受 拒绝体味
[01:39.539] 通过药物滥用释放痛苦 任思绪飘零
[01:45.275] 我知道我已变成你的模样 变成你的模样
[01:53.642]
[01:59.919] 带我去伤害无法触及之地
[02:05.198] 带我去永不抛弃我的净土
[02:10.867] 带我逃离此处 我正在崩溃
[02:16.554] 我恍觉自己才是毒药 甜蜜又自私地侵蚀着你
[02:20.695]
[02:22.258] 再见
[02:29.850] 我无法直视你
[02:34.352]
[02:47.302] 我厌恶至极 厌恶这样的自己
[02:52.019] 受够了徒劳挣扎
[02:54.945] 不想再假装接受现状
[03:00.532] 我正毁灭自己 只为修补你的破坏
[03:05.975] (修补你的破坏)
[03:08.436]
[03:08.653] 你已夺走完整的我
[03:12.345] 但愿你喜欢这偷来的战利品
[03:16.122] 戒断反应发作 脑海混沌不清
[03:21.628] 我竟沦落至此 从未如此自我嫌恶
[03:27.411] 你心知肚明 你心知肚明
[03:31.993]
[03:34.345] 为何不肯帮我?
[03:40.226] 为何不愿看我?
[03:48.266] 我是你拒绝看见的那个人
[03:54.197] 是啊
[04:00.861]
[04:05.569] 不知该对你说什么
[04:08.023] 你从未存在 从未存在
[04:10.895] 为何不愿看我?
[04:13.807] 为何惧怕我?