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作曲 : Mark Anthony Henriquez |
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I hold on to a lot of shit I need to let it go |
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Heart broken and I’m staring at the moon light |
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Nothings helping so I’m hoping that this view might |
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I don’t wanna sinking in tonight |
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So I crack a brew that’s just what I have to do to get my mood right |
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I don’t understand who I’m even becoming |
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Don’t know why my demons are always getting summoned |
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Man they make it so hard for me to let love in |
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Don’t know what I run from but I keep on running |
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Wish that I could slow down but I’ve never known how |
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If you give me your heart it’s gonna get thrown out |
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I stayed in the darkness even when I found light |
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F**king hate this bottle so I break it on the ground like/like |
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Why do I drink till I’m numb |
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Why do I smoke till it’s done |
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Till I don’t feel anything no more |
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I don’t feel anything no more |
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Saying why do I drink till I’m numb |
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Why do I smoke till it’s done |
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Till I don’t feel anything no more |
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I don’t feel anything no more |
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Feels like I don’t fit in with society |
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They may not like who I am but I am me |
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I don’t never talk I’m sitting quietly |
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But my head is loud don’t know how to settle down all the anxiety |
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I have always felt like I don’t belong here |
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It’s been a long year it’s been a long life |
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Sick of everybody saying its gonna be alright |
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Little do they know that I had tears dropping all night |
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Everyone is who the f**k I need to stay away from |
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I don’t wanna feel shit I just wanna stay numb |
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I know that it’s not right needa get my mind right |
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But for now I’m drunk high crying to the sky like/like |
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Why do I drink till I’m numb |
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Why do I smoke till it’s done |
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Till I don’t feel anything no more |
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I don’t feel anything no more |
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Saying why do I drink till I’m numb |
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Why do I smoke till it’s done |
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Till I don’t feel anything no more |
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I don’t feel anything no more |
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I don’t wanna be like this forever though |
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But it’s harder than I’d like to show |
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I make the small things seem bigger like I’m looking through a microscope |
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Lost so many friendships and I lost a few girls |
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Needa be relentless if I wanna build a new world |
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I know that I can change every day I am praying |
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Cause I don’t wanna be a 80 year old man saying/saying |
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Why do I drink till I’m numb |
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Why do I smoke till it’s done |
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Till I don’t feel anything no more |
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I don’t feel anything no more |
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Saying why do I drink till I’m numb |
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Why do I smoke till it’s done |
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Till I don’t feel anything no more |
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I don’t feel anything no more |
