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作词 : Jonathan McCollum/Da'Ahun Oliver |
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作曲 : Jonathan McCollum/Da'Ahun Oliver |
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I open my eyes up |
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There's somebody sleeping in the bed next to mine |
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But I don't recognize them |
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Couple nurses coming in the room to check on me |
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And maybe shed light tell me where I am |
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My legs are too long for this twin size bed |
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She said I need rest, time to take my meds |
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It's gonna be a long thirty days ahead |
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I went for my phone |
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But it's gone |
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She said the staff searched everything I own |
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They confiscate my razor, my cologne |
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They made me sign a waiver, I can't call home |
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So now I'm praying to the light on the fire alarm |
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Thinking to myself "Look what I've become"? |
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The tears on my face taste like alcohol |
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I'm crawled up in a ball, fighting my withdrawals |
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I was staring in the mirror and the man I saw was a part of the wrong I've done |
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And It never been as clear as it is right now I was powerless all life lone |
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I'm ready for recovery |
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Trying on to break these chains |
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Ready for recovery |
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Trying to escape twin lakes |
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It's Six AM |
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And I don't got an appetite for breakfast, I can't make friends |
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Cuz I don't think that I know who I am yet |
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I flick my cigarette ash, I'm scared of talking group |
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A girl across the room is saying how she got abused |
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Younger kids are laughing like its funny, I am not amused |
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I need to mind my business, that's the type of attitude I'm trying to lose |
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Told my counselor |
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I think that I fell out of love of living, I drink Crown by the |
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Gallon jug, and an ounce of f**k is giving, buzz without the fun |
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Now I'm just a violent drunk, and If I don't want to get sober |
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Then its all over, I just hope my higher power shows forgiveness |
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Victim, murders, drug abuse of life I live |
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Lose my mind and then another suicide attempt |
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So return my willing life forfeited you to drive again |
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I'm just hoping I got time to undo the wrong I did |
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I was staring in the mirror and the man I saw was a part of the wrong I've done |
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And It never been as clear as it is right now I was powerless all life lone |
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I'm ready for recovery |
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Trying on to break these chains |
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Ready for recovery |
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Trying to escape twin lakes |
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It's never too late |
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