Collapse and Appear

歌名	Collapse and Appear
歌手	LIL UGLY MANE
专辑	Oblivion Access

原歌词

[00:00.000]	作曲 : LIL UGLY MANE
[02:24.271]	He used to laugh the loudest, now it never shows
[02:28.478]	He tried to be the tallest, but he never grows
[02:32.894]	He watched his brother die and never told
[02:36.756]	He looked around and knew he had to go
[02:40.459]	He knew his father had a better dream
[02:44.354]	But you can't learn from what you've never seen
[02:48.279]	He tried to mingle with these jealous thieves
[02:52.771]	Watch a human interact with a machine
[02:57.038]	(Watch a human interact with a machine)
[03:01.121]	(Watch a human get abused by a machine)
[03:05.032]	Now he's useless, and stupid and obscene
[03:09.307]	Watch a human interact with a machine
[03:13.595]	(Watch a human interact with a machine)
[03:17.623]	(Watch a human interact with a machine)
[03:21.975]	He never leaves, he never leaves
[03:26.168]	He comes and he goes, but he never leaves
[03:30.310]	He never breathes, he never breathes
[03:34.240]	He inhales and exhales, but he never breathes
[03:38.364]	He never leaves, he never leaves
[03:42.643]	He comes and he goes, but he never leaves
[03:46.850]	He never breathes, he never breathes
[03:50.951]	He inhales and exhales, but he never breathes
[03:55.049]	(Watch this human interact)
[04:02.082]	(Watch this human interact)
[04:07.161]	(Watch this human interact)
[04:28.256]	I fell apart and took my mind with me
[04:30.497]	I have been barely sustaining
[04:32.216]	My pain just marinating
[04:33.916]	I fell apart and took my mind with me
[04:36.164]	Just a ghost cloaked in lies with a broken spine
[04:39.138]	Fell apart and took my mind with me
[04:41.167]	Just an unrecognizable creature, caught under an avalanche
[04:45.139]	Fell apart and took my mind with me
[04:47.379]	My presence unnerving, I'm a shadow always lurking
[04:50.232]	Surrounded by death
[04:51.533]	Even the towel rack reminds me of the handles pallbearers grip tightly on the way out of church
[04:56.903]	What they use to lift you up into the back of that hearse
[05:00.011]	I see a woman tighten grip on her purse
[05:02.666]	Can't be offended, she doesn't know my intentions
[05:05.832]	She imagines the worst
[05:07.531]	Around here, the conditions severe
[05:09.836]	Around here, you tightrope between detachment and fear
[05:13.400]	Between the shattered fragments of existence that collapse and appear
[05:17.329]	Never changes, just exacerbates depression deeper year after year
[05:21.766]	Pain weaving in, pain weaving out
[05:24.033]	Heartworms, sharp turns, sparse words, scars, burns
[05:28.839]	I spent a long time dying, don't wake me up yet
[05:32.129]	Public executions, you'll never see me upset
[05:35.502]	Force-fed myself with blow, but now I settle for sedatives
[05:39.147]	No longer in the streets, I belong in the crevices
[05:42.578]	Positively negative, popular I've never been
[05:45.796]	Hard to be a person when you lack the mental requisites
[05:48.980]	Emotionally deficit, consumed with all the wretchedness
[05:52.416]	Not optimist or pessimist, my politics are in exodus
[05:56.072]	Spouting countless fountains out while drowning in the brine
[05:59.648]	My life's the foulest algorithm science can't define
[06:03.029]	They trap you in these systems that are phallic in design
[06:06.285]	Because they f**k you in the mind
[06:08.366]	Boy, they f**k you all the time
[06:10.374]	I fell apart and took my mind with me
[06:12.677]	Being strung up at the ligaments with cultural derivatives
[06:15.825]	Fell apart and took my mind with me
[06:18.122]	Pronounced dead by a nemesis, a doubt without a benefit
[06:21.667]	I fell apart and took my mind with me
[06:23.966]	Just a cluster of atoms thrust deep in a chasm
[06:26.981]	I feel apart, and now your mind is with me
[06:29.250]	Smoke in your eyes, the world's a joke in disguise

歌词翻译

[02:24.271]	他曾经笑声最响亮，如今再不显露，
[02:28.478]	他曾想长得最高，却永远停止高度。
[02:32.894]	他目睹兄弟死去，却从未说出，
[02:36.756]	环顾四周，心知必须踏上路途。
[02:40.459]	他知道父亲怀有更好梦想，
[02:44.354]	但未见之事，如何借鉴效仿？
[02:48.279]	他试图混迹于妒忌的窃贼之邦，
[02:52.771]	看人类与机器互动来往。
[02:57.038]	(看人类与机器互动来往)，
[03:01.121]	(看人类被机器虐待中伤)。
[03:05.032]	如今他无用、愚蠢又猥亵肮脏，
[03:09.307]	看人类与机器互动来往。
[03:13.595]	(看人类与机器互动来往)，
[03:17.623]	(看人类与机器互动来往)。
[03:21.975]	他从不离开，从不离开，
[03:26.168]	他来了又走，却从未离开。
[03:30.310]	他从不呼吸，从不呼吸，
[03:34.240]	他吸气又吐气，却从不呼吸。
[03:38.364]	他从不离开，从不离开，
[03:42.643]	他来了又走，却从未离开。
[03:46.850]	他从不呼吸，从不呼吸，
[03:50.951]	他吸气又吐气，却从不呼吸。
[03:55.049]	(看这人类互动)，
[04:02.082]	(看这人类互动)，
[04:07.161]	(看这人类互动)。
[04:28.256]	我分崩离析，带走了自己的心智，
[04:30.497]	我一直在勉强维持生计，
[04:32.216]	我的痛苦只是反复腌渍。
[04:33.916]	我分崩离析，带走了自己的心智，
[04:36.164]	不过是个披着谎言的幽灵，脊柱断裂支离。
[04:39.138]	分崩离析，带走了自己的心智，
[04:41.167]	只是个无法辨认的生物，困于雪崩之底。
[04:45.139]	分崩离析，带走了自己的心智，
[04:47.379]	我的存在令人不安，我是永远潜伏的暗影。
[04:50.232]	被死亡环绕，
[04:51.533]	连毛巾架都让我想起抬棺人出教堂时紧握的把手，
[04:56.903]	那用来将你抬起送入灵车尾部的抓手。
[05:00.011]	我看见女人把钱包攥得更紧，
[05:02.666]	不能怪她，她不知我意图何寻，
[05:05.832]	她想象着最坏的情形。
[05:07.531]	在这里，环境严酷无情，
[05:09.836]	在这里，你在疏离与恐惧间走钢索般前行，
[05:13.400]	在崩塌又显现的存在碎片之间穿行。
[05:17.329]	永无改变，只是年复一年加剧抑郁的深井。
[05:21.766]	痛苦织入，痛苦织出，
[05:24.033]	心丝虫，急转弯，寡言语，疤与灼痕遍布。
[05:28.839]	我花了很长时间濒死，别把我唤醒，
[05:32.129]	公开处刑，你永不会见我沮丧心惊。
[05:35.502]	我曾用可卡因强喂自己，如今只求镇静剂安定，
[05:39.147]	不再流落街头，我属于缝隙与罅隙。
[05:42.578]	积极式负面（Positively negative），受欢迎我从未企及，
[05:45.796]	当缺乏精神要件，做人谈何容易。
[05:48.980]	情感赤字，被所有可憎之物吞噬占据，
[05:52.416]	非乐观也非悲观，我的政治立场在出埃及记（流离）。
[05:56.072]	喷涌无数泉流，却溺毙于咸涩卤水，
[05:59.648]	我的人生是科学无法定义的至污算法作祟。
[06:03.029]	他们将你困于这些阳具形状的系统之内，
[06:06.285]	因为它们操弄你的思维，
[06:08.366]	小子，它们无时无刻不把你操得狼狈。
[06:10.374]	我分崩离析，带走了自己的心智，
[06:12.677]	被文化的衍生物吊在韧带上悬滞。
[06:15.825]	分崩离析，带走了自己的心智，
[06:18.122]	被宿敌宣告死亡，一份毫无裨益的疑思。
[06:21.667]	我分崩离析，带走了自己的心智，
[06:23.966]	不过是一簇原子，被猛推进深渊罅隙。
[06:26.981]	我碎裂了，如今你的心智与我同在，
[06:29.250]	烟雾迷蒙你双眼，世界是伪装的笑话铺开。