Pathways

歌名	Pathways
歌手	Mic Reckless
专辑	Mic Righteous: I am Reckless

原歌词

[00:00.455]	Which way will I take?
[00:03.264]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[00:06.339]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[00:11.682]	Which way will I take?
[00:14.497]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[00:17.569]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[00:22.455]	To my family dearest
[00:23.734]	I won't be here by the time that you hear this
[00:25.532]	I took the nearest pack of painkillers and I've never been so serious
[00:28.100]	And babe I know the chances are you'll probably find this first
[00:30.896]	And if you're reading this
[00:31.915]	I'm sorry I'm typing my final words
[00:33.936]	I hope...no, I know you'll end up hating me with every single fibre you have inside of your nerves
[00:39.492]	I left you with a baby - maybe I should have tried for her
[00:42.026]	But trust me, all I've done is get in the way of a life you deserve
[00:45.089]	How can I live to look you in the eye knowing you've got to scrape by with the money you have inside of your purse
[00:50.720]	My career isn't paying so why am I trying to write a verse?
[00:53.515]	I can't support our little angel in this unstable line of work
[00:56.571]	And without you by my side I'm done with my time on earth
[00:59.124]	I'm feeling my life's a curse if I'm here the cycle turns
[01:02.181]	My examples of what not to do when growing up is how I've learned
[01:04.752]	So don't let the children hear this so they know what life is first, please
[01:08.583]	Which way will I take?
[01:11.126]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[01:13.952]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[01:19.350]	Which way will I take?
[01:22.439]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[01:25.481]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[01:30.860]	My dear kids
[01:31.886]	I don't know how to start this
[01:33.410]	Your dad's a ** up - a stupid **ing bastard
[01:36.235]	A stupid ****ing....arrrrgh
[01:38.026]	I'm supposed to be a parent
[01:39.309]	Can't say goodbye without getting pissed off and swearing
[01:41.850]	And it's okay if you hate me - I wouldn't like me either
[01:44.660]	I didn't want to do this
[01:46.192]	I didn't want to leave ya
[01:47.470]	But mummy said I'm useless and I'm starting to believe her
[01:50.280]	I hope you're ****ing happy bitch - I wish I didn't meet ya
[01:53.346]	I never wanted this
[01:54.609]	I didn't want to quit
[01:56.130]	I'm sorry kids but I don't want to live
[01:58.160]	I got nothing to offer
[01:59.694]	I wish I had a lot to give
[02:01.229]	Wish I didn't have such a ****ed up family when I was a kid
[02:04.524]	I wish God had given me a brain
[02:05.786]	I wish I wasn't in pain
[02:07.324]	I wish this vodka could wash it away
[02:10.589]	What can I say?
[02:11.557]	In another life we might meet
[02:13.091]	Just promise that you won't be like me
[02:16.143]	Which way will I take?
[02:18.965]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[02:21.797]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[02:27.400]	Which way will I take?
[02:29.949]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[02:33.024]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[02:38.635]	What the **** am I doing here?
[02:40.164]	Why is my crib candlelit?
[02:41.174]	And where's my ****ing phone?
[02:42.711]	I need to call an ambulance
[02:44.261]	If I ****ing die here I ain't coming back from it
[02:46.814]	Open your ****ing eyes close your
[02:48.603]	Everything's going black I think it's actually happening
[02:51.925]	What a ****ing change
[02:53.201]	And this is just an accident
[02:54.723]	I love my family so much
[02:56.011]	Can't live to see my dad upset
[02:57.277]	Need to be there for my little daughter
[02:59.576]	I thought I coulda brought you happiness
[03:01.110]	My brother's in prison
[03:02.124]	I'm supposed to visit
[03:03.639]	When the screws bring him the news
[03:04.907]	How's he gonna handle it?
[03:06.915]	He just wants me to succeed
[03:08.174]	I don't need this rappin' shit
[03:09.456]	I've been taking tablets for weeks
[03:10.726]	The last time I saw my sister I freaked out and smashed her whip
[03:13.817]	Threw her down a set of stairs
[03:15.338]	And since then I haven't slept
[03:16.838]	Told myself my life wasn't supposed to happen yet
[03:19.128]	I can't maintain or manage this
[03:20.912]	Am I paranoid or passionate?
[03:22.712]	We all suffer deep down
[03:24.229]	Inside we're all battlin' but don't want to admit it
[03:26.997]	We're blind to what we're damaging
[03:28.799]	Anger is contagious
[03:29.815]	And they just blame the cannabis
[03:31.359]	But I've always felt like this even before I had a spliff
[03:33.924]	Just too ashamed to say it to your face because I'm a man and shit
[03:36.734]	And that ain't masculine
[03:38.770]	And I find this kinda embarassing
[03:42.070]	****ing baffling
[03:43.603]	Every relationship I've ever had has had a tragic end
[03:47.181]	When it was only just beginning
[03:48.723]	Cause mum you ****ed me up and now I have no trust in women
[03:51.529]	I'm just waiting for my girl to cheat
[03:53.052]	That's how little trust is given
[03:54.587]	I can't make my girl a single mum that's ****ing unforgiving
[03:56.872]	I love you to the moon and back
[03:58.926]	So we ain't married yet
[04:00.448]	There ain't a day that goes by where I don't imagine it
[04:04.238]	You looking fire in the baddest dress
[04:06.017]	Carrying our little madam in the back of the chariot
[04:09.847]	While I admire your fashion sense
[04:11.378]	That's the life I had in mind
[04:13.147]	I applied for this
[04:14.686]	I don't wanna die
[04:16.475]	Now panic's set in
[04:18.544]	Goodbye to everything I haven't said
[04:20.596]	Which way will I take?
[04:23.154]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[04:25.976]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[04:31.601]	Which way will I take?
[04:34.634]	Which road will bring me back to hope?
[04:37.199]	My thousand pathways so far from where I wanna be
[04:42.763]	So far from
[04:44.293]	So far from
[04:45.557]	So far from where I wanna be
[04:48.346]	So far from
[04:49.877]	So far from
[04:51.153]	So far from where I wanna be
[04:53.967]	So far from
[04:55.243]	So far from
[04:57.029]	So far from where I wanna be
[04:59.566]	So far from
[05:00.851]	So far from
[05:02.627]	So far from where I wanna be

歌词翻译

[00:00.455]	搬自外网
[00:03.264]	我该走哪条路？
[00:06.339]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[00:11.682]	我的一千条路离我想去的地方如此遥远，
[00:14.497]	我该走哪条路？
[00:17.569]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[00:22.455]	我的千条路离我想要的地方如此遥远
[00:23.734]	致我最亲爱的家人，
[00:25.532]	当你听到这句话时，我已经不在了
[00:28.100]	我拿了最近的一包止痛药，我从来没有这么认真过
[00:30.896]	宝贝我知道，
[00:31.915]	如果你正在读这篇文章，
[00:33.936]	我很抱歉，我正在输入我的最后一句话，
[00:39.492]	我希望......不，我知道你最终会恨我的每一根纤维在你的内心深处，
[00:42.026]	我给你留下了一个孩子——也许我应该为她而努力
[00:45.089]	但相信我，我所做的一切只是妨碍了你应得的生活，
[00:50.720]	我怎么能活着看着你的眼睛，了解你呢？我必须用你钱包里的钱勉强度日
[00:53.515]	我的事业没有报酬，所以我为什么要写一
[00:56.571]	我无法支持我们的小天使从事这种不稳定的工作
[00:59.124]	如果没有你在我身边我就受够了我在地球上的时间
[01:02.181]	我感觉我的生活是一个诅咒如果我在这里循环转动
[01:04.752]	我的例子我学会了长大后要做的事情
[01:08.583]	所以请不要让孩子们听到这些，以便他们知道生活首先是什么，拜托
[01:11.126]	我该走哪条路？
[01:13.952]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[01:19.350]	我的一千条路离我想去的地方如此遥远，
[01:22.439]	我该走哪条路？
[01:25.481]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[01:30.860]	我的数千条道路离我想要成为的地方还很远
[01:31.886]	我亲爱的孩子们
[01:33.410]	我不知道如何开始这个
[01:36.235]	你爸爸是个混蛋 - 一个愚蠢的混蛋
[01:38.026]	一个愚蠢的他妈的......arrrrrgh
[01:39.309]	身为父母
[01:41.850]	不应该生气和咒骂的情况下说再见
[01:44.660]	如果你恨我也没关系 - 我也不会喜欢我
[01:46.192]	我也不想这样做
[01:47.470]	我不想离开你
[01:50.280]	但你妈说我没用，我开始相信她
[01:53.346]	我希望你他妈的快乐，婊子 - 我希望我没有遇见你，
[01:54.609]	我不想放弃，
[01:56.130]	对不起，孩子们，但我不想活下去
[01:58.160]	我没有什么可以提供
[01:59.694]	我希望我有很多可以给予
[02:01.229]	希望我小时候没有这么糟糕的家庭
[02:04.524]	我希望上帝给了我一个大脑
[02:05.786]	我希望我没有痛苦
[02:07.324]	我希望这伏特加可以把它洗掉
[02:10.589]	我能说什么？
[02:11.557]	下辈子我们也许会相遇
[02:13.091]	只要保证你不会像我一样
[02:16.143]	我该走哪条路？
[02:18.965]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[02:21.797]	我的一千条路离我想去的地方如此遥远
[02:27.400]	我该走哪条路？
[02:29.949]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[02:33.024]	我的上千条道路离我想要的地方还很远
[02:38.635]	我他妈的在这里做什么？
[02:40.164]	为什么我的婴儿床点着蜡烛？
[02:41.174]	我他妈的手机呢？
[02:42.711]	我需要叫救护车
[02:44.261]	如果我他妈死在这儿我就再也回不来了
[02:46.814]	睁开又闭上眼睛
[02:48.603]	一切都变黑了我想这真的发生了
[02:51.925]	多么他妈的改变
[02:53.201]	这只是一个意外
[02:54.723]	我非常爱我的家人
[02:56.011]	可以吗我不能活着看到我爸爸心烦意乱
[02:57.277]	需要在我的小女儿身边
[02:59.576]	我以为我可以给你带来幸福
[03:01.110]	我的兄弟在监狱里
[03:02.124]	我应该去看望
[03:03.639]	当螺丝钉给他带来消息时
[03:04.907]	他会怎么处理？
[03:06.915]	他只是想让我成功
[03:08.174]	我不需要这些说唱的狗屎
[03:09.456]	我已经服用药片好几个星期了
[03:10.726]	我已经服用药片好几个星期了
[03:13.817]	把她扔下楼梯
[03:15.338]	从那以后我就再也没有'没睡
[03:16.838]	告诉自己我的生活不应该发生但
[03:19.128]	我无法维持或管理这
[03:20.912]	我是偏执还是热情？
[03:22.712]	我们内心深处都在受苦，
[03:24.229]	我们内心都在战斗，但不想承认
[03:26.997]	我们对自己所造成的损害视而不见，
[03:28.799]	愤怒是会传染的
[03:29.815]	他们只是责怪大麻
[03:31.359]	但我什至在我之前就一直有这样的感觉太羞耻了
[03:33.924]	不敢当着你的面说出来，因为我是个男人
[03:36.734]	而且那不是男性气概
[03:38.770]	我发现这有点尴尬
[03:42.070]	他妈的令人困惑
[03:43.603]	我曾经有过的每一段关系都有一个悲惨的结局
[03:47.181]	当它只是才刚刚开始
[03:48.723]	因为你妈你把我搞砸了现在我对女人不再信任
[03:51.529]	我只是在等待我的女儿出轨
[03:53.052]	这就是给予我的信任太少
[03:54.587]	我不能让我的女儿成为一个他妈的无情的单身妈妈
[03:56.872]	我爱你到天荒地老
[03:58.926]	所以我们还没有结婚
[04:00.448]	没有一天我不想象
[04:04.238]	你穿着最糟糕的衣服看起来很火热
[04:06.017]	在战车后面载着我们的小夫人
[04:09.847]	而我钦佩你的时尚感
[04:11.378]	那就是我想过的生活
[04:13.147]	我申请了这个
[04:14.686]	我不想死
[04:16.475]	现在恐慌已经来临
[04:18.544]	再见我还没说过的一切
[04:20.596]	我该走哪条路？
[04:23.154]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[04:25.976]	我的一千条路离我想去的地方如此遥远
[04:31.601]	我该走哪条路？
[04:34.634]	哪条路能让我重拾希望？
[04:37.199]	我的上千条路离我想去的地方
[04:42.763]	那么远
[04:44.293]	那么远
[04:45.557]	离我想去的地方那么远
[04:48.346]	那么远
[04:49.877]	那么远
[04:51.153]	那么远
[04:53.967]	离我想去的地方那么远
[04:55.243]	那么远
[04:57.029]	那么远
[04:59.566]	离我想去的地方那么远
[05:00.851]	那么远
[05:02.627]	离我想去的地方那么远