Masochist

Masochist

歌名 Masochist
歌手 Polaris
专辑 Masochist
原歌词
[00:00.000] 作词 : Jamie Hails/Daniel Furnari/Rick Schneider/Ryan Siew/Jake Steinhauser
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Jamie Hails/Daniel Furnari/Rick Schneider/Ryan Siew/Jake Steinhauser
[00:18.041] This is a place I know too well
[00:25.043] Been down here a while if you can't tell
[00:33.080] And I have analysed and tried my best to justify
[00:41.133] The sorrow I have brought upon myself
[00:48.353] Am I addicted to the misery? Is this how I'll always be?
[00:53.275] Grinding the salt into every wound
[00:56.413] Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment?
[01:01.379] You can't trust me to be there for you
[01:05.368] I thought I had this, I thought I had this all figured out
[01:09.389] You'd think I'd learned from all the shit I ****ing screamed about
[01:13.401] When there was sun, I couldn't see for the clouds
[01:16.759] Still climbing the walls of this well just to dive back down
[01:22.543] Until I reached my rock bottom
[01:25.373] Down to the marrow, bringing up the bad blood I'd forgotten
[01:29.550] Is it me that's making me sick?
[01:32.902] Been burning both ends of the wick
[01:36.452] Am I addicted to the misery? Is this how I'll always be?
[01:41.420] Grinding the salt into every wound
[01:44.401] Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment?
[01:49.297] You can't trust me to be there for you
[01:52.181] I've got this cold black silhouette hanging like a marionette
[01:57.303] Casting a shadow, a shade over me
[02:00.809] Just a sick, sad, sorry mess, living like a masochist
[02:05.286] Your worst impressions were right about me
[02:13.297] Your worst impressions were right about me
[02:21.365] Your worst impressions were right
[02:24.895] I could ask you to stay if you're feeling forgiving
[02:28.510] I could live with the guilt if you call this living
[02:32.454] I could try to memorise each grain of sand
[02:36.529] As it slips through my fingers and falls from my hands
[02:41.308] It took me longer than I'd care to admit
[02:45.354] This life is only what I choose to make of it
[02:48.826] And the only thing standing in between happiness and myself
[02:53.326] Was this depression I held so close to my chest
[02:58.387] Am I addicted to the misery? Is this how I'll always be?
[03:03.373] Grinding the salt into every wound
[03:06.306] Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment?
[03:11.306] You can't trust me to be there for you
[03:14.451] I've got this cold black silhouette hanging like a marionette
[03:19.298] Casting a shadow, a shade over me
[03:22.643] Just a sick, sad, sorry mess, living like a masochist
[03:27.340] Your worst impressions were right about me
[03:47.640] Wasting a waning youth
[03:51.153] Waiting for something to help me pull through
[03:55.370] I never saw the sun through the clouds
[03:59.370] I lost faith when the skies were falling down
歌词翻译
[00:18.041] 这地方我太过熟悉
[00:25.043] 深陷已久 若你尚未察觉
[00:33.080] 我不断分析 竭力为自己开脱
[00:41.133] 那些自我招致的苦痛
[00:48.353] 我是否沉溺于痛苦?此生都将如此?
[00:53.275] 往每道伤口撒盐
[00:56.413] 我是否眷恋所有病态 甘愿承受惩罚?
[01:01.379] 你无法指望我会守护你
[01:05.368] 曾以为参透 曾以为掌控全局
[01:09.389] 早该从那些怒吼的教训中领悟
[01:13.401] 晴空万里时 我却只见乌云蔽日
[01:16.759] 爬出井沿只为再次纵身坠落
[01:22.543] 直至触及最深渊底
[01:25.373] 深入骨髓 翻涌出遗忘的旧创
[01:29.550] 是否我才是致病根源?
[01:32.902] 如蜡烛般两头燃烧殆尽
[01:36.452] 我是否沉溺于痛苦?此生都将如此?
[01:41.420] 往每道伤口撒盐
[01:44.401] 我是否眷恋所有病态 甘愿承受惩罚?
[01:49.297] 你无法指望我会守护你
[01:52.181] 这冰冷黑色剪影 如提线木偶悬吊
[01:57.303] 投下阴影 笼罩着我
[02:00.809] 不过是个病态可悲的受虐狂
[02:05.286] 你最坏的预想全都应验
[02:13.297] 你最坏的预想全都应验
[02:21.365] 你最坏的预想
[02:24.895] 若你愿宽恕 我本可恳求你留下
[02:28.510] 若这叫活着 我甘愿背负愧疚
[02:32.454] 本可尝试铭记每粒流沙
[02:36.529] 任其从指缝间滑落
[02:41.308] 耗费太久才不得不承认
[02:45.354] 人生仅取决于我的选择
[02:48.826] 横亘在幸福与我之间的
[02:53.326] 唯有这紧抱胸口的抑郁
[02:58.387] 我是否沉溺于痛苦?此生都将如此?
[03:03.373] 往每道伤口撒盐
[03:06.306] 我是否眷恋所有病态 甘愿承受惩罚?
[03:11.306] 你无法指望我会守护你
[03:14.451] 这冰冷黑色剪影 如提线木偶悬吊
[03:19.298] 投下阴影 笼罩着我
[03:22.643] 不过是个病态可悲的受虐狂
[03:27.340] 你最坏的预想全都应验
[03:47.640] 虚度渐逝的青春
[03:51.153] 等待救赎却始终未至
[03:55.370] 乌云背后 我从未见过阳光
[03:59.370] 天崩之时 便已失去信仰