selflove

selflove

歌名 selflove
歌手 MAVI
专辑 Let the Sun Talk
原歌词
[00:13.432] Peel in my second whip
[00:14.790] Stealing, putting second hand kills in my residence
[00:18.234] Healed all my brethren with a seal, we can’t let you in
[00:21.957] Medicine
[00:23.390] I put the effort in to still burn at effigy
[00:26.117] Odorous, I’m sober, just as lil as they letting me
[00:29.112] Mama, wipe your tears, I’m fighting titans, can’t invite you here
[00:32.495] Poetic license veering from the mic, my chest too tight to steer
[00:35.815] Chess lessons, bloodletting, flood when the night is clear
[00:38.959] I ain’t give a **** 'til my lungs had to fight for air
[00:42.232] Glaring, staring numb, therapist had a life to spare
[00:45.653] Snatched me by the eye said I'ma fight whether I like or not
[00:48.757] And she told me reasons why, but that’s the private part
[00:52.112] Burnt the midnight lighter
[00:53.591] Killed the drive in me to tie the knot
[00:55.181] My game slop but if I name-dropped you, you still got my heart
[00:58.502] Driving off
[00:59.267] Squeezing off the E-brake these days
[01:01.598] I can’t talk to god just for my knees sake
[01:04.098] Long conversations to be had
[01:06.060] Wrong places wrong times and
[01:08.130] Strong patience I must add
[01:09.641] Soul weighted don’t mistake expatiations for some sadness
[01:12.097] A strong face, a long race I’m unafraid to come in last
[01:16.110] Quarter tank and ounce of gas and I’m driving
[01:19.450] And it's just because I-
[01:25.075] Yeah yeah yeah, yeah
[01:30.696] Look, I’m back at it glad bags and flat backs a pack rat
[01:34.403] A crass habit crash flashing scratch that im past rapping I'ma show off
[01:38.838] In a scar competition
[01:40.173] Flaunting close calls when you cook you can’t regress back to the store bought
[01:43.943] I hope you keepin' me in mind I hope you shakin'
[01:47.190] I hope you still *sexyzin' hard as I made you
[01:50.228] As hard as I make it love that I’m armed with broad and it’s brazen
[01:53.382] Arguing with mom cause I’m always gone when i stay here
[01:56.947] She said it’s just because I love you
[01:59.881] That I see you out here poisoning yourself and want it for you
[02:03.161] And I love you better than i love myself my fruit is spoiled
[02:06.257] And it’s not a game I put it in your name I kinda told you
[02:09.660] And I nodded and I took it to the bank and I deposit
[02:12.836] And I dropped it and I looked into the mirror said "oh Mavi"
[02:15.750] You coarser and you closer the rhythm that’s inside
[02:19.017] And I warped you in the interest of design
[02:21.896] It’s just because i love you
[03:01.347] Clasp the windows to my soul
[03:03.495] Smoke thicken grab my mental by the throat
[03:06.285] Mind sifting tides shift it’s still cement around my toes
[03:09.199] Saran wrap around my pack i can’t trust get hand to hand served w a hand behind my back
[03:13.959] They prayed for us, ain’t heard the answer but my glance is in the stash
[03:17.279] It’s growing handsome by the stack i self aggrandized in the past but now the sun talking
[03:21.412] Not sure of where i’m going but i’m blunt walking
[03:24.102] In life or in this hood so keep a look for 911 callers
[03:27.190] I fund loss and i’m from loss
[03:28.843] U gut me then it’s no love lost
[03:30.510] You spun me into crumbles fingers numbing from the bloodloss
[03:33.839] I’ve endured
[03:34.830] The moral of my story is i’m I'mpure
[03:36.935] The horror in my story is ive been through it and i still do it and my pencil is in earnest the difference tween u hearing the new records from my service
[03:45.005] The medicine i’m burning turned my breath into a furnace
[03:48.162] Whole face hot
[03:49.439] Shoulders hold weight till i break pace and can’t stop
[03:52.473] So baby i could change your life, if you let me
[03:55.558] Tryna eat ain’t really crave a bite since gained insight from desi
[03:58.719] So i stay inside away from light
[04:00.526] Hoping that your prayers reach
[04:02.273] Loathing that i can’t breathe
[04:03.999] Croaking when i can’t speak
[04:05.506] I was open with my grandscheme
[04:07.151] You was either with me or in my way plow through standees
[04:10.199] We sprouting now because we plant seeds
[04:12.136] You plant love love will grow
[04:13.537] You plant fear fear a grow
[04:15.232] If you planted meter me would grow
[04:16.787] But i was branded negro
[04:18.766] I got slanted before relegated to preshow
[04:21.672] I started w wine then to the clear then to the nino
[04:24.906] Then to everclear and never steering without preroll
[04:28.000] And i just had the presets to preceptor me bro
[04:31.525] I bleed presence
[04:32.639] And preach lessons
[04:33.839] All for free too
[04:34.718] And I offer free smoke to any nigga behind a #MeToo
[04:38.023] To my niggas: we ain’t free until she free too
[04:41.766] To my sisters: we ain’t free until they free too
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歌词翻译
[00:13.432] 开着我的第二辆豪车疾驰
[00:14.790] 偷来的二手凶器堆满了我的住处
[00:18.234] 用秘法治疗我的兄弟,外人别想加入
[00:21.957] 那就是药物
[00:23.390] 我付出了努力,却依旧像被当作受众人抨击的对象般备受煎熬(effigy指模拟像,通常被焚烧用来泄愤)
[00:26.117] 刺鼻的气味中我保持着清醒,这只是它们施舍的方寸自由
[00:29.112] 妈妈,请拭去你的眼泪,我们在与巨人战斗,不能让你涉足这里
[00:32.495] 诗意偏离了麦克风的航线,胸口沉闷难以掌舵
[00:35.815] 像一堂象棋课,在内讧,月明之夜洪流决堤
[00:38.959] 直到肺部为呼吸挣扎才开始在乎
[00:42.232] 愤怒、麻木地凝视着,心理医生有大把时间(处理我的问题)
[00:45.653] 她钳住我的视线说:“你注定要战斗”
[00:48.757] 他告诉了我缘由,但那是绝密情报
[00:52.112] 午夜残灯燃尽
[00:53.591] 浇灭我对婚姻的冲动
[00:55.181] 我没多大本事,但提及你的名字时我真心实意
[00:58.502] 驱车离去
[00:59.267] 在松开电子手刹疾驰的日子里
[01:01.598] 为了我的膝盖,我不向上帝祈祷
[01:04.098] 太多未尽的长谈
[01:06.060] 太多错位的时空
[01:08.130] 我必须练出坚韧的耐心
[01:09.641] 灵魂沉重,这不是矫情
[01:12.097] 直面风暴,漫长竞程,我无惧末位
[01:16.110] 油箱见底也照样飞驰
[01:19.450] 而这只是因为我-
[01:25.075] 耶,耶,耶,耶
[01:30.696] 听着,我回来了,背着破包驼着背像个囤积狂
[01:34.403] 陋习突然出现在生活,别提我过去一直在说唱,我要展示
[01:38.838] 在一场伤疤的攀比中
[01:40.173] 炫耀那些死里逃生的经历,做饭不用商店里的半成品(应该是指自己生活不能依靠现有的经历)
[01:43.943] 我希望你心里还想着我,我希望你有所触动
[01:47.190] 我希望你还像我曾让你展现出的那样性感
[01:50.228] 就像我努力做到的那样,喜欢我浑身充满力量且大胆无畏的样子。
[01:53.382] 和妈妈争吵,因为回家却像住进旅馆(我总是不在我所待的地方)
[01:56.947] 她说:“只是因为我爱你,
[01:59.881] 我看到你在这饮鸩止渴,而我希望你能啜饮甘露
[02:03.161] 我爱你胜过爱我自己,我的果实早已腐烂
[02:06.257] 这不是闹着玩,我以你的名义做了这件事,我已经跟你说过
[02:09.660] 我点了点头,把它当作承诺保存(字面意思是拿到银行存起来 )
[02:12.836] 然后我放下它,看着镜子里的我说:“哦,MAVI”
[02:15.750] 你粗粝的棱角正接近本质的韵律
[02:19.017] 我为了设计而重塑了你的轮廓
[02:21.896] 只是因为我爱你
[03:01.347] 锁紧灵魂的窗口
[03:03.495] 烟雾弥漫,扼住了我精神的咽喉
[03:06.285] 思绪如筛动的潮水般变幻着,可(那种感觉)依旧像水泥一样裹在我的脚趾周围(让我难以摆脱,束缚着我 )
[03:09.199] 保鲜膜裹在我的包上,我无法信任他人,只能留有后手
[03:13.959] 他们为我们祈祷,却没有得到回应,但我瞥见了宝藏
[03:17.279] 它正在增长,曾经我自铸皇冠,但现在日光再训诫。
[03:21.412] 不确定自己要去向何方,但我大步向前走着,
[03:24.102] 无论是在生活中还是在这片街区,所以我会留意那些拨打911的人,
[03:27.190] 我经历失去,也从失去中走来
[03:28.843] 你伤透了我的心,那我也无从留恋
[03:30.510] 你使我支离破碎,手指因失血而僵硬
[03:33.839] 我忍受着
[03:34.830] 故事寓意是我充满污痕
[03:36.935] 我经历过我故事中的那些可怕之事,而且我现在仍在经历着,我的笔触是真挚的。这就是你听到我创作出来的新作品与其他东西之间的区别。
[03:45.005] 我点燃的药物让我的呼吸变得炙热
[03:48.162] 我整张脸都是滚烫的
[03:49.439] 肩膀承受着压力,直到我的节奏被打乱仍旧无法停下
[03:52.473] 亲爱的 若你允准 我能重构你的星轨
[03:55.558] 自从从德西(Desi )那里获得领悟后,就不在渴望一顿美食,
[03:58.719] 于是避世于阴影
[04:00.526] 希望你的**能够应验
[04:02.273] 厌恶自己无法呼吸
[04:03.999] 说不出话时只能沙哑地发声
[04:05.506] 我曾对自己的宏伟计划毫无保留,
[04:07.151] 同行者共赴 阻碍者碾碎
[04:10.199] 我们现在茁壮成长,是因为我们播下了种子。
[04:12.136] 你种下爱,爱就会生长,
[04:13.537] 你种下恐惧,恐惧就会滋长,
[04:15.232] 若你按制度播种我本可破土,
[04:16.787] 但我却被烙上'黑鬼'印记(陷入深渊)
[04:18.766] 在被降为暖场嘉宾之前,我就已经受到了偏见对待。
[04:21.672] 我先是喝葡萄酒,然后是白酒,接着是尼诺酒,
[04:24.906] 然后又喝到了纯威士忌酒(Everclear是一种高纯度的烈酒),而且要是不先抽上一支(**)卷烟,我就没法安定下来。
[04:28.000] 兄弟,我只是设定好了一些预设程序(模式)来指引我自己
[04:31.525] 我散发着气场
[04:32.639] 传授着经验教训,
[04:33.839] 而且全都是免费的,
[04:34.718] 我愿意给任何支持“MeToo”运动(反对性骚扰和性侵犯 )的人免费提供香烟,
[04:38.023] 对我的兄弟们说:在她(女性 )也获得自由之前,我们不算自由,
[04:41.766] 对我的姐妹们说:在他们(所有人 )也获得自由之前,我们不算自由。
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