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作词 : Terence Odige/Caswell Senior/Rafael Cameron Jr. |
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作曲 : Terence Odige/Caswell Senior/Rafael Cameron Jr. |
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This call will be recorded and monitored |
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I have a collect call from Caswell Senior |
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An inmate at County Detention Facility |
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Hello |
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Hello |
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Hello |
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Hello |
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Hello |
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Have you ever thought of suicide |
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On a jail call while your mother cryin' |
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She ain't understand you had to ride |
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It was him or you it was do or die |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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I got some shit I gotta tell y'all |
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Slowly walkin' down the corridor |
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I got four in 24 more |
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They sayin' free me on the internet |
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I'm an hour away ain't get a visit yet |
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Plus my commissary gettin' low |
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My nigga s on trial hope they don't blow |
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But if they beat the case that'll be the day |
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'Cuz nigga s fightin' murders with a legal aid |
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All this time this can't be real |
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Man I shoulda took a plea deal |
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The whole system need to rebuild |
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shit look what they did to meek mill |
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Plus my bunkie is a junkie |
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My baby momma told my momma she don't want me |
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She told me what she gotta visit for |
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And I should never bring my child on no visit floor |
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Have you ever thought of suicide |
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On a jail call while your mother cryin' |
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She ain't understand you had to ride |
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It was him or you it was do or die |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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I got some shit I gotta tell y'all |
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I'm just claimin' what I'm bangin' on the walk in |
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C-74 I brought my hawk in |
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But this sickle cell got me coughin' |
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Feel like the only way I leave is in a coffin |
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20-somethin' more years tryna hold on |
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Can't wait to see the parole board |
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But they'll probably hit me with another five |
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Then another five sometimes I wanna cry |
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Sittin' in my cell sometime I wanna die |
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Kill myself sometime I wanna try |
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Then I think of all the good times |
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Caught another case now they took my good time |
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They said I cut a nigga in the face |
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But so what he was outta place |
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And to the trappers buyin' houses livin' beautifully |
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Don't end up in this gated community |
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Have you ever thought of suicide |
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On a jail call while your mother cryin' |
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She ain't understand you had to ride |
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It was him or you it was do or die |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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I got some shit I gotta tell y'all |
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Every morning I wake still livin' behind these gates |
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My spirit start to deflate gotta live with this one mistake |
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My man started that beef he know I had it on me |
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I caught a body for that nigga and he ratted on me |
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D**n that nigga ****in' with the cops |
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My baby mom ain't just ****in' man she ****in' with the ops |
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I should've known she was a mother****in' thot |
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I'm thinkin' to myself |
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Why I left my mother****in' block |
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I shoulda stayed my a*s home in the crib chilled with the kids |
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Went outsite shootin' a cig look what I did |
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shit I left my babies fatherless |
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They gon' feel how I felt when my father left |
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Suicide thoughts just a part of stress |
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What they givin' me meds and I'm beyond depressed |
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So sorry momma I'mma end it all |
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Soon as I end this call |
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Have you ever thought of suicide |
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On a jail call while your mother cryin' |
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She ain't understand you had to ride |
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It was him or you it was do or die |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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Pick up I'm on a jail call |
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I got some shit I gotta tell y'all |