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作词 : Jelani Aryeh McCall/John Evans Kolbe/Devin Maurice Austin |
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作曲 : Jelani Aryeh McCall/John Evans Kolbe/Devin Maurice Austin |
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This is all for show |
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I can't sit and say that I'm not struggling |
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To hold my weight and every single bone |
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But the fall will soon approach |
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And summer will escape |
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Leaving me relatively warm |
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And me losing more of form |
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I swear this sabotage is reoccurring |
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And yeah my retina blurring |
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This set of horns that forming |
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Ain't from my taurus portion |
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Volume at the max |
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My bodies bathing in distortion |
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I lean on lyrics as a simple form of reassurance |
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I'm off and medicating |
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I should be meditating |
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I blur the lines when i be dipping into different states |
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And now my body's shaking |
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While i go off and praying |
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My spirit seeks an exit |
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I'm hyperventilating |
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I passed a dead hawk in fair banks ranch |
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Image in a film of Gus van Sants |
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Mid' October dusks approaches and diablo dances |
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Lets some laughter out his mouth that n*gga sound like Frances Ha |
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It's been a moment since I've been in awe |
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I've grown accustomed to the same old thoughts |
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Plaster pulls away my piece |
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I think it's done its job |
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I tend to always overthink until I'm not involved |
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But I'll dance around my room |
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And play my big sister solange |
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500 seniors at my school |
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And only three black males to walk |
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Funny how we're all interracial |
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Thanks for the page in the yearbook |
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Want you to know that I'm grateful but who am i kidding ? |
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That shit feels like a milestone |
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Elementary me would try to find a page that i was on |
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Second grade on page thirty seven |
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On the hill they cut me out but just enough where my hands in |
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Switch those numbers round |
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Skip eleven years and I'm standing |
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I see my picture in print |
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I'm really feeling the love |
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And it makes me feel like a prince |
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Riding with my white stallion |
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And for now she's a Lexus |
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Afro seen through the tint |
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See the world cause it's precious |
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This is all for show |
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I can't sit and say that I'm not struggling |
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To hold my weight and every single bone |
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But the fall will soon approach |
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And summer will escape |
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Leaving me relatively warm |
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And me losing more of form |
