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{Verse 1} |
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Yeah, yeah |
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I’m dying inside |
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I’m dying inside |
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I feel like I’m crying inside |
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I’m looking at every single day and night, and every single day’s flying by |
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Last year I almost died |
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I felt so lucky I was still alive |
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And when I say died I’m talking about the times that I almost died with the thoughts running through my mind |
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My purpose |
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My purpose |
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Cause I don’t even feel like it’s worth it |
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Every day I’m writing these verses |
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But I still feel so worthless |
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Now I’m looking I’m searching |
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For something that’s going to last |
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I feel like it’s something I lack |
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I’m not in the present I’m stuck in the past |
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I’m not trying to work no 9 to 5 |
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To be honest I ain’t trying to survive |
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I’m just trying to go chase my dream |
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Chase my dream while I’m still alive |
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I want to do what I love and impact this generation |
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Bring back this dedication |
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Ima do it now with no hesitation |
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Just gotta hold on one more second |
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Every day I wake up and I’m stressing |
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I don’t even know if I can count my blessings |
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Every day just feels so depressing |
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Like, yeah |
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I really thought I was stronger |
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I’m strong but my God is stronger |
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I don’t know if I can hold on any longer |
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{Chorus} |
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I’m like hold on, hold on |
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Just one more night gotta hold on |
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Just one more day gotta hold on |
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Just gotta keep pushing got to go on |
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Hold on, hold on |
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Just one more night gotta hold on |
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Just one more day gotta hold on |
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Just got to keep pushing got to go on |
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Hold on, hold on |
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Just one more night gotta hold on |
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Just one more day gotta hold on |
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Just got to keep pushing got to go on |
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Hold on, hold on |
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Just one more night gotta hold on |
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Just one more day gotta hold on |
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Just got to keep pushing got to go on |
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{Verse 2} |
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Yeah, this life is do or die |
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Thoughts of suicide |
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But I can’t |
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Cause I’m too alive |
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I’m talking like it’s just you and I |
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But I’m still hurting |
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And the truth is I don’t even feel like a real person |
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Cause I don’t ever show my true emotions |
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I don’t ever let people know what I’ve been going through |
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But I don’t care what I’m supposed to do |
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Cause I’m showing you |
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I don’t even know the highlights |
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I don’t even know the highlights of my life |
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I just pray to God that my times right |
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Can only die once can’t die twice |
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And I know that every day I be lying |
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I’ve been hurting but I’m telling you that I’m fine |
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I do this every day |
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And I do this all the time |
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I don’t think I deserve it |
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But maybe it’s in my mind |
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Or maybe it’s in my mind |
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Or maybe I’m really fine |
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Maybe I spent time looking for the wrong signs |
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I hope you see the vision |
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Because at times I be blind |
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I feel like I’m on the edge |
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Like I’m about to cross the line |
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And it’s like I’m in the ocean |
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Drowning in the deep end |
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Screaming, and I don’t really know the reason |
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I look around me and all I’m seeing |
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Is people above the water still breathing |
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Yeah, I really thought I was stronger |
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I’m strong but my God is stronger |
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I don’t know if I can hold on any longer |
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{Chorus} |
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I’m like hold on, hold on |
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Just one more night gotta hold on |
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Just one more day gotta hold on |
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Just gotta keep pushing got to go on |
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Hold on, hold on |
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Just one more night gotta hold on |
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Just one more day gotta hold on |
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Just got to keep pushing got to go on |
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Hold on, hold on |
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Just one more night gotta hold on |
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Just one more day gotta hold on |
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Just got to keep pushing got to go on |
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Hold on, I can’t do this |
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