Am I Supposed To Apologize?

歌名	Am I Supposed To Apologize?
歌手	Maria Mena
专辑	Viktoria

原歌词

	[ti:Am I Supposed To Apologize]
	[ar:Maria Mena]
	[al:Viktoria]
[00:00.00]	Maria Mena - Am I Supposed To Apologize
[00:02.51]
[00:18.32]	I wrote a song, a journal
[00:19.31]	Gave it to the world
[00:21.82]	Told the story
[00:23.39]	Of when I was just a girl
[00:25.30]
[00:27.48]	I sought understanding
[00:28.40]	Clarity in truth
[00:30.52]	By baring all the wounds
[00:32.65]	Inflicted on my youth
[00:34.19]
[00:35.71]	You criticized my choice
[00:37.22]	To stand up to my past
[00:39.77]	To give the pain a voice
[00:41.68]	So that it too could pass
[00:43.20]
[00:44.99]	But I felt brave
[00:45.95]	And filled with pride as I let go
[00:48.19]	Of bitterness that wouldn鈥檛 leave or let me grow
[00:52.66]
[00:54.05]	but I will spend a lifetime
[00:58.12]	Trying to understand
[01:02.66]	Why someone sharing my bloodline
[01:07.13]	Would not lend me their hand
[01:10.69]
[01:14.44]	Am I supposed to apologize
[01:17.72]	Am I supposed to apologize
[01:19.86]	Am I supposed to apologize
[01:23.83]
[01:24.24]	Am I supposed to apologize
[01:30.16]	Am I supposed to apologize
[01:36.69]
[01:51.33]	I loved her more than myself
[01:52.97]	But she made me choose
[01:54.89]	Between her and my father
[01:57.29]	And so I refused
[01:58.94]
[02:01.12]	I fled her house and wrath
[02:02.50]	Eleven years of age
[02:05.12]	Followed the crooked path
[02:06.28]	That led me to a stage
[02:08.24]
[02:09.80]	The curtains opened up
[02:10.90]	My heart followed the lead
[02:13.02]	The music wouldn鈥檛 stop
[02:15.09]	And I could finally breathe
[02:17.24]
[02:19.05]	But I will spend a lifetime
[02:23.01]	Trying to understand
[02:27.17]	Why someone sharing my bloodline
[02:31.40]	Would not lend me their hand
[02:35.72]
[02:38.35]	Am I supposed to apologize
[02:42.61]	Am I supposed to apologize
[02:48.52]	Am I supposed to apologize
[02:54.89]	Am I supposed to apologize
[03:01.14]

歌词翻译

[00:00.00]
[00:18.32]	我写了一首歌，一段旅程
[00:19.31]	告诉世界
[00:21.82]	一个故事
[00:23.39]	当我还只是一个女孩的时候
[00:27.48]	我希望通过承担所有
[00:28.40]	在青春中受到的伤害
[00:30.52]	来清醒的认识
[00:32.65]	什么是真理
[00:35.71]	你评判我的选择
[00:37.22]	为了对抗我的过去
[00:39.77]	为了给痛苦发声的机会
[00:41.68]	这样的话所有的一切都会过去
[00:44.99]	但是我变得勇敢并对自己充满骄傲
[00:45.95]	所以我让一切
[00:48.19]	无法释怀和使我成长的痛苦都随风而去
[00:54.05]	但是我还是要花费一生的时间
[00:58.12]	试着理解
[01:02.66]	为什么有人明明与我共享血缘
[01:07.13]	却不肯向我伸出援手
[01:14.44]	我应该道歉吗？
[01:17.72]	我应该吗？
[01:19.86]	我应该吗？
[01:24.24]	我应该吗？
[01:30.16]	应该吗？
[01:51.33]	我爱她胜过爱自己
[01:52.97]	但是她逼迫我
[01:54.89]	在她和我的父亲之间做出选择
[01:57.29]	因此我拒绝了
[02:01.12]	我离开了她的家
[02:02.50]	为此生气了11年
[02:05.12]	走了一条使我
[02:06.28]	步入人生另一个阶段的崎岖道路
[02:09.80]	大幕拉开
[02:10.90]	我的心追随着路的方向
[02:13.02]	乐曲不会停
[02:15.09]	而我终于可以自由地呼吸
[02:19.05]	但是我仍然要花费一生的时间
[02:23.01]	努力去理解
[02:27.17]	为什么有人明明与我共享血缘
[02:31.40]	却不肯向我伸出援手
[02:38.35]	我应该道歉吗？
[02:42.61]	我应该吗？
[02:48.52]	我应该吗？
[02:54.89]	应该吗？