Apprehension

Apprehension

歌名 Apprehension
歌手 Foliage
专辑 Take
原歌词
[00:00.00] 作曲 : Manuel Joseph Walker
[00:39.45] I still feel apprehensive
[00:43.02] To go on with the way I live
[00:47.77] I always forget the person I really am
[00:51.74] I always forget I'm a person outside my head
[00:56.83] But I can't really kill myself yet
[01:00.83] It's ****ed up that I would even consider it
[01:05.07] I just live with all this apprehension
[01:09.57] Others know I'll always have my compassion
[01:13.59] And that's sad
[01:15.78] I'm worth more than that
[01:17.82] To be thinking constantly
[01:22.28] To be worrying, of everything
[01:26.74] Even the thoughts that bother me
[01:31.69] And what that says 'bout me as a person
[01:35.99] I always try my best not to question it
[01:40.52] Why the **** do I have to question it?
[01:44.90] When I clearly don't even **** with that?
[01:48.91] .
[02:24.28] I don't want to make my mom cry
[02:28.41] I don't want to make my grandma cry
[02:32.67] I don't want to make the homies cry
[02:36.99] I don't want to make my brother cry
[02:41.42] I don't want to make my sisters cry
[02:45.76] I don't want to make my nephew cry
[02:50.43] I don't want to make myself cry
[02:54.65] I don't want to make my girlfriend cry
歌词翻译
[00:39.45] 我仍对现有生活方式感到惶惶不安
[00:43.02] 始终难以继续这般苟延残喘
[00:47.77] 总遗忘真实自我的本来模样
[00:51.74] 总忽略肉身存在而非意识徜徉
[00:56.83] 但此刻终究无法自我消亡
[01:00.83] 萌生此念本身已是荒唐
[01:05.07] 终日与惶惑共生相依
[01:09.57] 他人皆知我善心未泯终难弃
[01:13.59] 何其可悲
[01:15.78] 我本值得更多珍贵
[01:17.82] 何必持续困于思虑轮回
[01:22.28] 为万物众生心焦神悴
[01:26.74] 连纷扰心绪也成负累
[01:31.69] 这般心性折射我为人本质
[01:35.99] 总竭力避免自我质疑的偏执
[01:40.52] 究竟为何偏要追根究底?
[01:44.90] 既早与这般心结划清界限
[01:48.91]
[02:24.28] 不忍见母亲泪盈眶
[02:28.41] 不忍见祖母泪沾裳
[02:32.67] 不忍见挚友泪光漾
[02:36.99] 不忍见兄弟泪两行
[02:41.42] 不忍见姊妹泣成双
[02:45.76] 不忍见侄儿泪汪汪
[02:50.43] 不忍令自己心成霜
[02:54.65] 不忍让恋人泪满眶