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作词 : Benjamin Lasky |
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作曲 : Benjamin Lasky |
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I know I got a ego |
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Must be something in my brain |
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If I didn't, I'd probably go insane |
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I'm sorry I'm an asshole |
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That's just how the raps go |
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Sorry that I do this shit everyday |
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What? Yeah, I'm on my ego death (Wavyboy, you ain't got no money) |
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I had to reassess, I had to resurrect, yeah |
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Huh, hey, huh, I just wanna be the best |
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But I had to reassess, is that why I'm feelin' less? |
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Yeah, huh, my songs are bipolar like Ye, huh (Huh) |
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They think they controllin' my fate, uh (Ooh, yeah) |
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Cut all the chatter, no, y'all are not rappers |
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You just some ad-libbers like, "Ayy," huh (For real) |
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I just pulled up, back in black |
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Drop a hit, they react to that (Ooh, huh) |
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Now they see this and they actin' mad (Yeah) |
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Like I'm Kanye in a MAGA hat, yeah |
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I'm so alone, see, I've always been one and only |
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Even back when this gold chain was made out of macaroni |
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Now they always askin' me what happened to the old me? |
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I wish I could've told him "Goodbye", wish he had known me (Yeah) |
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Wish that I could tell you 'bout how everyone would know you (Uh-huh) |
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And tell you it's worth it, despite everything they told you |
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Cryin' silent in your pillow sayin', "I wish I was homeschooled" (Yeah) |
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Too afraid to sing your songs because you thought that they would roast you, yeah |
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I was nine, friends told me I would go lose (They did) |
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Now it's time I think I gotta show you (Yeah, I think it's time, gotta show you) |
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That's my mind, say I don't care, but I so do (But I so do) |
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Having trouble walkin' up a mile in my own shoes (Shoes) |
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Never used to bet on me and now they like, "I owe you" (You) |
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Lookin' back at them like, "The ****? I do not know you" |
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When I make a milli', mo'****er, I'ma show you |
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What I had to go through to feel like I'm supposed to (Ooh, ooh) |
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Ego, I don't need no |
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Other people in my trio |
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Myself, I and me, though, we know |
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We don't need no kilos, my watch frío |
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Yeah |
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I’m on my ego death |
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But I let it breathe again, yeah, I let it resurrect, yeah |
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Uh, I just wanna be the best |
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But I had to reassess, is that why I'm feelin' less? Yeah (Yeah) |
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On the way, all okay, only a call away |
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Feelin' like a god on my Charlemagne (Huh?) |
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I really think they want my presence, like a holiday (Yeah) |
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But I think I need to learn when to walk away (I do) |
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Man, I got so many problems, but I wanna stay |
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Without acknowledgin' how often I have gone astray (Yeah) |
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First step is denial, but I'm over that |
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And I've accepted it already |
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But it holds me back, yeah |
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Back, yeah |
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Slurrin' my words, I been movin' too fast, yeah |
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Fast, yeah (Okay) |
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Maybe I don't wanna share it like that, yeah |
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That's facts, yeah (Uh) |
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I need to stop checking all of the stats |
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Like that, like that, yeah, ayy (Yeah, yeah) |
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I'm on my ego death |
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I had to reassess, I had to resurrect, yeah |
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Huh, hey, huh, I just wanna be the best |
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But I had to reassess, is that why I'm feelin' less? Yeah |
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I got forty-thousand comments this week |
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At least five-thousand said that I should kill myself, I'm a freak |
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I'm too weak, I'm a leech, and all my music ****in' sucks, I'm a geek |
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I'm everythin' they want me to be and that's the problem with me |
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So when they say you got a ego, tell 'em, "Thank the ****in' Lord" |
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'Cause if you didn't, you'd be sufferin', you'd be stuck there on the floor with nothin' more |
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At least I'm out here smilin' in the quicksand |
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Take your head out of that pillow, one day, you gon' be the big man, yeah |
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In the dark |
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I stare into mirrors for hours |
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Until I can't recognize myself |
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A dissonant reflection |
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Both a sober and a sobering hallucination |
