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I can’t recall ever feeling this low |
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Like I’m outside my body, estranged from my soul |
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Like I’m desperately trying to get a hold |
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But I’m standing here watching my own downfall |
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Now my doctor prescribed me with these sleeping pills |
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And I numb myself down trying to keep my mind still |
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For the life of me, no, I just can’t ****ing chill |
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Every day every night my brain’s on full speed |
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And I’m scared to death by life’s big questions |
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What if I give my all and I still don’t make it |
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And these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep |
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This is what goes through my mind the nights I don’t dream |
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And I feel so weak in my vulnerability |
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But these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep |
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These are my thoughts |
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These are my thoughts |
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I bend and I bend wondering when will I break |
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I put on a smile but it’s all a fake |
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'Cause while you’ve been sleeping I’ve been wide awake |
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Obsessin’ and stressin’ over past mistakes |
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And it’s time to panic cause I’m getting older |
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I thought by now I’d be braver and bolder |
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But I’m no wiser just a little colder |
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Carrying all this weight on my shoulders |
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Time’s passing by but I’m still waiting |
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While everyone else are going places |
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These are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep |
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This is what goes through my mind the nights I don’t dream |
| [02:05.95] |
And I feel so weak in my vulnerability |
| [02:11.42] |
But these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep |
| [02:18.51] |
These are my thoughts |
| [02:21.54] |
These are my thoughts |
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These are my thoughts |
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These are my thoughts |
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These are my thoughts |
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These are my thoughts |
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My mind is haunted |
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I feel so unwanted |
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The skin that I’m in I wish I could just love it |
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All of these feelings are eating me up inside |
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My mind is haunted |
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I feel so unwanted |
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The skin that I’m in I wish I could just love it |
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All of these feelings are eating me up inside |
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And these are my thoughts the nights I can’t sleep |
