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作词 : Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr./Chris Michaud |
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作曲 : Dan Haynes/Mark Richard Jr./Chris Michaud |
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Yeah |
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His name is Tom, but his friends call him T |
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Been going to bed at three, he's barely been gettin' sleep |
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Yeah, he has a family that he never gets to see |
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Spends his time on the poster, people he wants to be |
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He needs another dopamine hit, every like, every pic |
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Influencers out here influencin' him |
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Don't realize that they're not influencin' shit |
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But to buy some more products |
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To make them more rich Mother****ers |
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Tom wants attention |
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Don't realize real life is worth more than his mentions |
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He's stressin', works nine-to-five just to pay for his pension |
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He questions his purpose, feels low, |
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So he posts to suppress it |
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Let the comments rain |
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A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his name |
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A bunch of people leavin' likes, but don't know his pain |
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The biggest battle that he fights is his own damn brain, **** |
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His self-worth is tied to an app |
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Another day, another panic attack |
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Another person on his pics |
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Remindin' him of everything that he lacks |
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He doesn't cry, so instead he just laughs and says |
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"I feel the push and the pull |
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Evil in my head won't go |
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I've been here before |
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Think I need help, I know |
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'Cause I don't feel myself no more |
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When I could never close these doors |
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And my head is so alone |
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Never felt this far from home" |
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Yeah, her name is Susan, but her friends call her Sue |
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Got pregnant, had a baby last June |
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She should be over the moon |
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But lately she's been feelin', it's hard and harder to move |
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She struggles to do the things she used to love and I knew |
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But she's supposed to be a mom, shit |
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Her feelings feel like they been thrown into a moshpit |
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And everyone keeps congratulating her |
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Like she just won a ****in' Grammy |
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Since her granny passed away, |
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She's been an inch away from lost it |
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Went to bed nauseous, woke up feelin' nauseous |
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Can barely pay the bills or fill the fridge in her apartment |
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Went online for help, but all she found was people talk shit |
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Her baby has to grow up in a world so toxic, damn |
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Was havin' kids a mistake? Heh |
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No one admits it, even if they relate |
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She hits a feeling that she's better replaced |
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Been gettin' high and drinkin' wine just to get through a day |
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Just too much on her plate, |
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Doctors tell her just to take more pills |
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Tried one, she don't like how it feels |
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Knows that people have it worse, |
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But it doesn't make her pain less real |
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Tells her friends, time will hopefully heal, 'cause |
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I feel the push and the pull |
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Evil in my head won't go |
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I've been here before |
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Think I need help, I know |
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'Cause I don't feel myself no more |
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When I could never close these doors |
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And my head is so alone |
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Never felt this far from home |
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Yeah, his name is Mark, a lot of people call him Witt |
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He started makin' music just to show 'em he can spit |
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Make a little money, buy his mom and dad a whip |
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Proved to everyone who doubted him that he could make it big |
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Muh****er's on the way, |
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Uses pain to paint the people his picture |
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The ones that want the most of, |
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They never started off with ya |
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Somehow he hasn't gone off and lost himself into liquor |
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Or sold his soul for a playlist to play his shit, |
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Can you picture this? |
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Almost losing your sister, then you losing your dad |
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Then you losing your love or the love that you thought you had |
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Then you losing yourself writing "Losing You," calling MAX |
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You're blessed and you ****in' know it, |
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Feel bad for just feelin' bad, but |
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He's scared that everyone will use him |
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Every day is more a product and less and less of a human |
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Lately he's been feelin' like Truman, |
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Would people care if they lose him? |
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They criticize, |
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But can't help playing him the music, I feel the– |
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I feel the push and the pull |
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Evil in my head won't go |
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I've been here before |
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Think I need help, I know |
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'Cause I don't feel myself no more |
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When I could never close these doors |
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And my head is so alone |
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Never felt this far from home |
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'Cause I don't feel myself no more |
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When I could never close these doors |
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And my head is so alone |
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Never felt this far from home |
