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作词 : Lonnie Lynn/Samora Pinderhughes/Burniss Travis/Karriem Riggins/Bryan James Sledge |
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作曲 : Lonnie Lynn/Samora Pinderhughes/Burniss Travis/Karriem Riggins/Bryan James Sledge |
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My first memory, my birthday on a party bus |
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Pops wasn't there but that wasn't obvious |
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In Mom's arms, in God we trust |
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Black Mama love, everything marvelous |
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I didn't know what I was missin', part of a system |
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Pops is gone, Uncle in prison |
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Inside wishin' for men to teach me 'bout girls and religion |
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Made my own rendition of grindin' and kissin' |
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Weekend calls to my Dad I'd listen |
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Still I felt distant, distant like love |
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There's only so far that words could really hug |
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Didn't wanna be a thug, older niggas I banged with |
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I learned a lot from them cuts in the basement |
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The smell of blunts laced with a little bit of spice |
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Wise, high niggas, giving me advice |
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We go out and start fights, scuff up our Nikes |
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Come back to talk crap and shoot a little dice |
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This is a slice of life and memories |
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Sittin' in my mind vividly, often they visit me |
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Oh baby, Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da (Oh, oh) |
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I'm just tryna find a way to understand (I'm tryna understand) |
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Oh, oh, oh, oh |
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How do I rewind the tape and live in it? |
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(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh) |
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Stayin' out late and playin' in Wonderland (Ooh-ooh, oh-oh-oh) |
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Is it in God's plan? |
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I'm just tryna find my way to understand it |
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Metaphors can't explain how far I came |
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A young man at work, I made my own lane |
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Steered away from pain, relied on drive |
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There's a old saying, "Don't cry, survive" |
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As I kept building there were cranes in the sky |
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Certain memories my brain would deny |
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A tear laid in my eye, I was afraid to reply |
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To the hurt that was callin', it came from the sky |
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An older play cousin, of course I trust him |
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But he was touchin' where he wasn't supposed to be touchin' |
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What's a kid supposed to do? |
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When they goin' through, what I was goin' through |
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Don't know who to go to |
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You want to tell somebody |
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In many ways, I failed somebody |
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That somebody was me |
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Now I'm talking to little Rasheed |
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Incarcerated heart, man, you gotta be free |
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I felt it, when I told my man I would help with |
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Things he was dealin' with I really hadn't dealt with |
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Emotions meltin', I began to release it |
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Things you can't change, you could come to peace with |
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At least get it better for the children of forever |
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I read the Lord's letter, I forgive our debtors |
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They don't talk about it, maybe sharing their story |
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Memories of home, shared pain and glory |
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Oh baby, Da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da, da-da-da (Oh, oh) |
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I'm just tryna find a way to understand (I'm tryna understand) |
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Oh, oh, oh, oh |
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How do I rewind the tape and live in it? |
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(Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, oh-oh, oh-oh) |
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Stayin' out late and playin' in Wonderland (Ooh-ooh, oh-oh-oh) |
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Is it God's plan? |
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I'm just tryna find my way to understand it |
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Said I'm tryna understand, understand, understand, understand |
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Ayy-hey, oh-oh, oh |