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作词 : J0KER |
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作曲 : J0KER |
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Most people pick up the six pence, he looked up and.. guess what? He saw the moon |
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Been sitting in front of this screen for three hours |
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Don’t know what to write or type just crying like a coward |
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What happened to me? Everyone else is smiling |
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Why my tear tastes a little bit sour |
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The laughter aside of me, is letting me, surrender |
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To this society, every noise is amplified and getting louder |
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Louder and louder and louder and louder |
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Sorry for that, I, didn’t mean to shout |
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But reading some researches and articles is affecting me my mind is getting |
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Further and further away from this society, I’m beginning to lose all those things that I used to need, the one that I used to be |
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I remember the smiling happy boy that was the best of me |
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I reach out my hand to grab him but he’s escaping away |
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Like in many tragic movies what the man used to say |
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To his wife and kids: don’t miss me |
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I will come back, one day, maybe |
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Every time they broke up, they began to grow up |
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They started to know step by step what is love |
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But I’m the one who’s sitting on the ground |
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I know what’s love, still waiting for it for someone to come around |
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Every time they fight, again they apologize |
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And I don’t know what it feels like |
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To let her love me back |
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Cuz I’ve been through so many lies |
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And I’ve been crying alone for so many nights |
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Right now, I’m so painful |
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Don’t know how, to deal with this pain though |
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Talked to the doc, he told me to take a pill |
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But it’ll paralyze me it won’t heal |
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Someone said pain is the best friend and it is still |
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A truth what will last for you |
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Till you die! |
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When you get old and ill |
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When you cry and that’s when nobody will |
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Care about you, all they care about is what’s left in your will |
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For the first time you made a mil you drank a bottle of milk |
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To help you fell asleep and that’s when your money appeals |
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To your so called “friends”, they will flatter you |
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They will cry and complain about how difficult |
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Their lives are, after you helped them, they will just disappear, like what ghosts in the fairytales do |
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Being a marginal person, is not the way that you ever thought |
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Please don’ t judge us cuz you know and will know nothing about |
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This group of people, size is small but their voices are loud |
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I wanna be the catcher in the rye, I think I’m proud of myself |
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Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids |
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Playing some games in this big field of rye and all, thousands of little kids |
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And nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me |
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And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff, what I have to do |
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I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff |
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I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going |
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I have to come out from somewhere and catch them |
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That's all I do all day; I'd just be the catcher in the rye always |
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I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd like to be, really |
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Imma do it daily, I know it’s crazy, but it’s been my dream, only dream, honestly |
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My past is made of pain and pills, but there is some happiness, still |
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I love batman, but I will never be the man of steel |
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5 years from now Imma go out and start to pay my bills |
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But now I’m lying on my bed doing nothing just chill |
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Sometimes joker is crazy, but is it just me? |
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Or is it getting crazier out there, the world turns to be |
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No one wants to be crazy, it’s what life force him to be |
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The joker, he just wants to be happy |
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Hey mom, I know it’s hard to believe |
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But being in the borderline is what my destiny is |
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This is not something that I choose to be |
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Maybe it’s my destination, where I will eventaully rest in peace |
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Hey dad, I know now it’s hard for us to communicate |
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But now I understand that you’ve been dedicating |
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Your life to make my life better and easier |
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Now I wanna thank you, cuz your three meal really made my day |
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I wanna thank you all who is holding my back |
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And I will always support those who had |
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The same disorder as me who are sad |
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I will bring you out from the darkness |
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Don’t believe the so called perfect justice |
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But I, do believe in people’s kindness |
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I want you all to respect all those who are either depressed |
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Or have any kind of disorder, please don’t pretend |
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To be depressed, cuz it’s not cool for the others |
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Just imagine, if you are fatally ill but no one believes you, what will happen? |
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To those who are the same as me, let’s stand up and face our life |
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Let’s forget about our pain our nightmares and all those lies |
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Let’s keep fighting and find out what we like |
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Including our another half so we can hug them tight |
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To all those who are thinking about suicide |
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Let me tell you, right now, it don’t worth it to die |
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there’re so many things to discover in this universe |
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please don’t let your family grieve when you close your eyes |
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Outro: |
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I don’t need to talk about it, or look at pictures |
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Cuz it’s, the truth is, a lot of times I see her, on the street |
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I walked down the street and I see her in someone else’s face |
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Clearer than any of the pictures you carry with you |
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I get that you’re in pain, but you got each other, YOU GOT EACH OTHER! |
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And I’m the one who gotta see the girls all the time, everywhere I go |
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Can even see the dog, that’s how f***ed up I till am |
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Looked at a german shep I see a godd*mn poodle |
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Hey John |
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You don’t mind if Don stays and have some pizza right? |
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Yeah, she can stay |
