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Sometimes I wonder why I'm even here |
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Or if I have the strength to persevere |
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Sometimes I feel like I’m somebody else |
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Who's going mental with they mental health |
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll die alone |
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’Cause lonely people tend to have lonely souls |
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Sometimes I think about a younger me |
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If he'd be proud of the man he sees |
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I guess I'm rich, I made it out my town |
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I played in from of thousands, you know I shut it down |
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Look, little Bazzi, I'm living out our dreams |
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Mama cry every time we on the TV |
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Got a fancy car, we got a fancy crib |
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And you couldn't even dream of the girl that you with |
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Remember all your idols and the people that we love |
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I met 'em at a party, we was all doin' drugs |
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Was all doin' |
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Jesus |
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I think I need, I think I need some |
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Jesus |
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Rich enough and sad as **** |
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I’m lonely |
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Oh, I am, I am, I am |
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I’m so lonely |
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I'm the man, I guess I am |
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But I’m still |
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What's funny is, is |
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My whole life I thought making money |
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And being praise would give me some kind of happiness |
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And I wanted those things because I was concerned About |
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What everyone else thought of me |
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I wanted to feel loved, I wanted to feel accepted |
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And then I realized that I could never feel anybody's pain |
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Or their happiness |
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I could only feel mine |
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In the car, in the house |
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And the fame never made me feel anything except separated, |
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Intoxicated, and obviously kinda grossed |
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Don't get me wrong, nice things are fun, |
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I like nice things |
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But you just can’t base your human value on them |
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Because at the end of the day, they don't mean anything |
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If I'm not happy, I'm a sad guy in a nice guy |
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If I don't have any real friends or family, |
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I'm just a lonely guy in a big home, damn |
