Change

Change

歌名 Change
歌手 NF
专辑 The Search
原歌词
[00:00.000] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:16.061] Yeah, look
[00:17.508] I don't do drugs, I'm addicted to the pain though
[00:20.430] Yeah, I been on it for a while, don't know how to put it down
[00:22.934] Gotta have it, it's a habit I'ma break though
[00:25.051] I just wanna take a hit, keep sayin' I'ma quit
[00:27.202] Keep sayin' I'ma leave, but I stay though
[00:28.986] I just want a little fix, I don't wanna take a risk
[00:31.270] I don't like it when I drift from the safe zone
[00:33.085] But lately, I been thinkin' I'ma have to
[00:34.971] Lettin' go of things that I'm attached to
[00:36.715] World don't stop just because I'm in a bad mood
[00:38.611] You don't know what love is 'til you holdin' onto somethin' that you can't lose
[00:40.890] I swear I'm tryna get it together
[00:43.100] Sleeves up, puttin' work in, tryna be better
[00:44.939] I like to rap but I ain't gon' do it forever
[00:47.028] Forget to charge up my focus, and I'm holdin' my head up
[00:48.981] Moment I get up, I just wanna know I'm doin' my best
[00:51.069] And if I'm not, Lord forgive me, you can handle regrets
[00:53.203] 'Cause I can feel the water tryna go up over my head
[00:55.184] Most of my life, I always felt like I was holdin' my breath
[00:57.170] Holdin' my chest, to be honest, so I'm tired of it
[00:59.394] Lookin' for somethin' in my life to be inspired again
[01:01.283] I like to walk around and act like I don't know what it is
[01:03.287] But I know what it is, I just never wanna commit
[01:05.402]
[01:05.538] Runnin' from change
[01:09.207] I'm lookin' for change
[01:13.476] I'm searchin' for change
[01:17.709] I'm lookin' for change
[01:21.544] I just want, I just want change
[01:22.705]
[01:23.046] Yeah, I don't like new things
[01:24.437] Got a lot of mood swings
[01:26.328] Oh, you wanna tell me somethin' negative?
[01:29.389] I don't wanna hear what you think
[01:30.712] Yeah, tossin' in my sleep
[01:32.438] Every night feel like two weeks
[01:34.540] Thinkin' 'bout how I could have done this or done that better
[01:36.987] Can't help it, that's just me
[01:38.116] Lies, that's me avoidin' the change
[01:40.376] Yeah, that's probably why the issues ain't goin' away
[01:42.286] Yeah, that's probably why I always sit around and complain
[01:44.505] Tellin' myself that I ain't never gettin' out of this place
[01:46.445] Out of my face if you tellin' me I need to be different
[01:48.530] That's the issue though, I'm always insecurity-driven
[01:50.678] Takin' the wrong turns, actin' like I know where I'm headed
[01:52.355] Waitin' for somethin' bad to happen, I can snap any minute
[01:54.710] I need change
[01:55.953] Yeah, that's kinda easy to say, right?
[01:57.033] But difficult to do when I feel like I hate life
[01:58.971] And everyone around me kinda thinks I'm a great guy
[02:00.976] But I don't ever think it so I think I'm a fake liar
[02:03.035] Change
[02:04.107] It somethin' that I know I should do
[02:05.349] I'm a little uncomfortable, to tell you the truth
[02:06.959] But to be honest with you lately, I got nothin' to lose
[02:09.034] See, I've always been full of pain, but now I'm makin' some room
[02:10.918]
[02:11.116] Lookin' for change
[02:14.610] I'm lookin' for change
[02:18.820] I'm searchin' for change
[02:22.940] I'm lookin' for change
[02:26.646] I just want, I just want—
[02:27.834]
[02:28.149] I need a moment of silence
[02:29.986] I don't like change, but I'll try it
[02:31.889] I don't wanna hear what I should or I shouldn't do
[02:33.940] Why are they always defiant?
[02:35.697] See, all my emotions are liars
[02:38.054] All my emotions are violent
[02:40.110] They don't want freedom to find me
[02:42.237] Mention a name and everybody riots (Change)
[02:43.956] Yeah, that's why I'm checkin' my vitals
[02:46.062] They keep on workin', but I know
[02:48.050] Breathin' don't mean you're alive, so
[02:49.313] I bag up all of my trash and walk out on my tightrope
[02:51.966] Positive thoughts are my rivals (Change)
[02:53.530] I'm tryna be on their side though
[02:55.063] Should I feel comfortable? I don't
[02:56.258] Last year, I felt suicidal
[02:58.093] This year, I might do somethin' different like talkin' to God more
[03:00.435]
[03:00.600] I'm lookin' for change
[03:02.444] I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
[03:04.349] I'm searchin' for change
[03:06.263] I'm lookin' for
[03:08.271] I just want, I just want change
[03:09.216] I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
[03:12.292] I'm searchin' for change
[03:14.391] I'm lookin' for, yeah (Ayy, ayy)
[03:16.495] I just want, I just want change
[03:18.527] Yeah, I'm lookin' for
[03:20.245] I'm searchin' for change
[03:22.462] I'm lookin' for (Yeah)
[03:24.072] I just want, I just want change
[03:26.244] I'm lookin' for (Ayy)
[03:28.597] I'm searchin' for change
[03:30.740] I'm lookin' for, yeah
[03:32.424] I just want, I just want change
歌词翻译
[00:16.061] Yeah,瞧
[00:17.508] 我没有嗑药,但对疼痛上瘾
[00:20.430] Yeah,我已长久如此,不知如何戒掉
[00:22.934] 不得不说,我需要改掉这些习惯
[00:25.051] 我只是想受些打击,继续说着我要退出
[00:27.202] 不断地说着我要离开,但我仍然止步不前
[00:28.986] 我只是想要一些方法,我不想冒险
[00:31.270] 不喜欢离开安全地带
[00:33.085] 但是最近,我在想我不得不
[00:34.971] 放下我所迷恋的东西
[00:36.715] 世界不会因为我心情不佳就停止转动
[00:38.611] 当你想牢牢抓住你不想失去的东西的时候,才会知道爱是什么
[00:40.890] 我发誓我在试着把它梳理好
[00:43.100] 穿上衣服,投入工作,试着做到更好
[00:44.939] 我热爱说唱,但是我不会永远都做这个
[00:47.028] 忘记休息,注意力涣散,我抬起头来
[00:48.981] 从起床那一刻起,我就想让自己尽力做到最好
[00:51.069] 如果我没有做到,上帝会原谅我,你可以帮我排除掉悔恨
[00:53.203] 因为我可以感受到水慢慢浸入我的大脑
[00:55.184] 在我生命中的大多数时间里,我总感觉自己屏着呼吸
[00:57.170] 绷着胸腔,老实说,我厌倦了这一切
[00:59.394] 在我的生命中寻找着一些能再次启发我的事物
[01:01.283] 我喜欢闲逛,表现成什么都不知道的样子
[01:03.287] 但是我知道事物本质,我只是从不想承认
[01:05.538] 挣脱框架
[01:09.207] 我在寻求改变
[01:13.476] 我在寻求改变
[01:17.709] 我在寻求着改变
[01:21.544] 我只是想,我只是想改变
[01:23.046] Yeah,我不喜欢新鲜事物
[01:24.437] 我情绪波动无常
[01:26.328] Oh,你想告诉我一些不好的事吗?
[01:29.389] 我不想听到你的想法
[01:30.712] Yeah,在睡梦中辗转反侧
[01:32.438] 每晚像两周一样漫长
[01:34.540] 想着我怎么才能把这一切做的更好
[01:36.987] 没办法,就我一人
[01:38.116] 说谎,我逃避着改变
[01:40.376] Yeah,这或许就是为何问题无法解决的原因
[01:42.286] Yeah,这可能就是为何我总坐着抱怨的原因
[01:44.505] 告诉自己永远都无法走出这个地方
[01:46.445] 如果你要说我需要做到与众不同,那么请你走开
[01:48.530] 这就是问题所在,我总是被不安全感驱使
[01:50.678] 尽管转错了弯,仍然表现得好像我知道我自己要去哪里一样
[01:52.355] 等待着坏事发生,我随时可能崩溃
[01:54.710] 我需要改变
[01:55.953] Yeah,说说挺简单的是吧?
[01:57.033] 但是难的是如何去实施,当我感到憎恨生活时
[01:58.971] 在我身边的每个人都觉得我是一个好好先生
[02:00.976] 但我从不这样认为,我觉得自己是个虚伪的骗子
[02:03.035] 改变
[02:04.107] 我知道我该做些什么
[02:05.349] 告诉你真相,我有点不太自在
[02:06.959] 但是实话说最近和你在一起,我没什么可失去的
[02:09.034] 你看,我一直充满了痛苦,但是我现在愿意腾出空间
[02:11.116] 寻求改变
[02:14.610] 我在寻求改变
[02:18.820] 寻求改变
[02:22.940] 我在寻求改变
[02:26.646] 我只是想,我只是想——
[02:28.149] 我需要片刻安宁
[02:29.986] 虽然我不喜欢改变,但是我会尝试着去做
[02:31.889] 我不想听到我该做什么和不该做什么
[02:33.940] 为什么他们总是目中无人呢?
[02:35.697] 你看,我所有的情绪都是谎言
[02:38.054] 我所有情感都是强烈的
[02:40.110] 他们不想我获得自由
[02:42.237] 提到一个名字,大家都会改变
[02:43.956] Yeah,这就是我要检查我生命体征的原因
[02:46.062] 他们一直在工作,但是我知道
[02:48.050] 呼吸并不意味着你活着,所以
[02:49.313] 我打包好我所有的拙劣的作品,如履薄冰的走自己的路
[02:51.966] 积极的想法是我的对手(改变)
[02:53.530] 我试图站在他们那边
[02:55.063] 我应该感到自在吗?并没有
[02:56.258] 去年,我想到自我了结
[02:58.093] 今年,我可能做一些不一样的事,例如和上帝更多的谈话
[03:00.600] 我在寻求改变
[03:02.444] 我在寻求(Yeah)
[03:04.349] 我在寻求改变
[03:06.263] 我在寻求
[03:08.271] 我只是,我只是想要改变
[03:09.216] 我在寻求(Yeah)
[03:12.292] 我在寻求改变
[03:14.391] 我在寻求,yeah(Ayy,ayy)
[03:16.495] 我只是想要,我只是想要改变
[03:18.527] Yeah,我在寻求
[03:20.245] 我在寻求改变
[03:22.462] 我在寻求(Yeah)
[03:24.072] 我只是想要,我只是想要改变
[03:26.244] 我在寻求(Ayy)
[03:28.597] 我在寻求改变
[03:30.740] 我在寻求,yeah
[03:32.424] 我只是想要,我只是想要改变