Hate Myself

Hate Myself

歌名 Hate Myself
歌手 NF
专辑 The Search
原歌词
[00:00.00] 作词 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.38] 作曲 : Nate Feuerstein/Tommee Profitt
[00:00.76] I don't see you like I should
[00:05.03] You look so misunderstood
[00:09.88] And I wish I could help
[00:13.39] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:16.85] Pray to God with my arms open
[00:20.86] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[00:25.33] And I wish I could help
[00:29.62] But it's hard when I hate myself
[00:32.42] Yeah, late nights are the worst for me
[00:33.87] They bring out the worst in me
[00:35.20] Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think
[00:37.17] If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
[00:39.59] All the core beliefs
[00:40.67] And every mornin' I wake up and feel like
[00:42.39] I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
[00:43.79] I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me
[00:45.70] Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
[00:47.78] It's kinda weird
[00:48.58] Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me
[00:50.29] To get away is if I pour the drink
[00:51.74] That's more deceit, more defeat
[00:53.08] Is this really what I'm born to be?
[00:54.57] That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique
[00:56.34] So poor, but I'm so wealthy
[00:57.73] Need help, but you can't help me
[00:59.27] What else can the world sell me?
[01:00.85] Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
[01:03.42] But it's not healthy
[01:04.40] I don't see you like I should
[01:08.75] You look so misunderstood
[01:13.91] And I wish I could help
[01:17.65] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:20.71] Pray to God with my arms open
[01:24.90] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[01:28.83] And I wish I could help
[01:33.85] But it's hard when I hate myself
[01:36.34] Yeah, late nights get the best of me
[01:37.78] They know how to get to me
[01:39.15] Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me
[01:41.57] But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
[01:43.73] So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful
[01:45.69] What is success when hope has left you?
[01:47.86] I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record
[01:49.71] I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
[01:52.18] Come across like it's so easy
[01:53.75] But I feel like you don't need me
[01:55.23] When I feel like you don't need me
[01:56.65] Then I feel like you don't see me
[01:58.23] And my life has no meaning, drain me
[02:00.25] Hands out, tryna ask for love
[02:01.80] But when I get it, I just pass it up
[02:03.22] Throw it away and think about it later
[02:04.67] Diggin' through the trash for drugs
[02:05.97] Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't
[02:07.52] I'm scared because
[02:08.34] I don't see you like I should
[02:13.02] You look so misunderstood
[02:17.80] And I wish I could help
[02:21.43] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:24.53] Pray to God with my arms open
[02:28.95] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[02:32.86] And I wish I could help
[02:37.70] But it's hard when I hate myself
[02:40.53] I walk through the ashes of my passions
[02:42.37] Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket
[02:44.20] Get lost in the questions I can't answer
[02:46.17] Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter
[02:48.23] We scream to be free, but I stay captured
[02:50.21] Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions
[02:52.22] Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
[02:54.22] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[02:59.25] But I can't have it
[03:01.71] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:06.36] But I can't have it
[03:10.18] Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
[03:12.44] I don't see you like I should
[03:16.93] You look so misunderstood
[03:21.58] And I wish I could help
[03:25.56] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:28.58] Pray to God with my arms open
[03:32.86] If this is it, then I feel hopeless
[03:36.87] And I wish I could help
[03:41.55] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:46.63] Hate myself
[03:48.96] But it's hard when I hate myself
[03:54.17] Hate myself
[03:56.71] But it's hard when I hate myself
[04:00.89] When I hate myself
[04:04.97] It's kinda hard when I hate myself
[04:10.87] I hate myself
[04:13.47] It's hard when I hate myself
歌词翻译
[00:00.76] 我没能正确看待你
[00:05.03] 你似乎也将我误解
[00:09.88] 本想自我救赎
[00:13.39] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[00:16.85] 敞开双臂 默自祈祷
[00:20.86] 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
[00:25.33] 本想自我救赎
[00:29.62] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[00:32.42] 深夜之时 最为烦乱
[00:33.87] 万般缺陷 全然揭露
[00:35.20] 心绪不宁 难以思脱
[00:37.17] 这不满我求 我本渴多望极
[00:39.59] 渴求全部信念
[00:40.67] 每次醒来 都觉得自己不配存活
[00:42.39] 总是风雨夹杂微许平静
[00:43.79] 足践地狱 走向我那沉死的躯壳
[00:45.70] 心想:“你真是一无是处”
[00:47.78] 或许极为怪异
[00:48.58] 近来觉得自己别无选择
[00:50.29] 只好回避一切 灌醉自己
[00:51.74] 谎言日渐充斥 一次又一次被击溃
[00:53.08] 难道这就真是命运
[00:54.57] 自以为别具一格
[00:56.34] 到头来一无所有 但我真的益处良多
[00:57.73] 切求帮助 但无救可求
[00:59.27] 这世界是否还要继续折磨我
[01:00.85] 继续受骗 我照信不疑 还指望着有力回天
[01:03.42] 但这并不正常
[01:04.40] 我没能正确看待你
[01:08.75] 你似乎也将我误解
[01:13.91] 本想自我救赎
[01:17.65] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[01:20.71] 敞开双臂 默自祈祷
[01:24.90] 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
[01:28.83] 本想自我救赎
[01:33.85] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[01:36.34] 深夜之时 也是最为欢欣之时
[01:37.78] 让我愉悦纵情
[01:39.15] 的念头忽现忽失 终究遂不得果
[01:41.57] 不愿就此死去 只愿求得抚慰
[01:43.73] 别再错觉我很了不起
[01:45.69] 黯然失望又何谈功成
[01:47.86] 我不算什么代言者 不过是个破幌子
[01:49.71] 烦于采访 已而失去自信
[01:52.18] 经历过后 顿刻轻释
[01:53.75] 但我觉得你并不需要我
[01:55.23] 当我这么想的时候
[01:56.65] 我也就不想出现在你眼前了
[01:58.23] 我的生活毫无意义 简直错乱无序
[02:00.25] 宁愿放弃一切 只求寻得真爱
[02:01.80] 即将得到之时 却刹然错过
[02:03.22] 先搁浅几时 今后再去纠结
[02:04.67] 在垃圾堆里翻求药药(意自暴自弃)
[02:05.97] 多希望能够满足你 却无能为力
[02:07.52] 我愈加恐惧
[02:08.34] 我没能正确看待你
[02:13.02] 你似乎也将我误解
[02:17.80] 本想自我救赎
[02:21.43] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[02:24.53] 敞开双臂 默自祈祷
[02:28.95] 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
[02:32.86] 本想自我救赎
[02:37.70] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[02:40.53] 回味那已逝的热情
[02:42.37] 追忆那难舍的过去
[02:44.20] 迷失在难以作答的疑河
[02:46.17] 受不了自己 但也无妨
[02:48.23] 号示自由 但仍被禁锢
[02:50.21] 被自己的错过击溃 就此沉膝屈服
[02:52.22] 颓弱不振 但仍在奋力求和
[02:54.22] 继续自言自语 已然无能为力
[02:59.25] 无可挽回
[03:01.71] 继续自言自语 已然无能为力
[03:06.36] 哪能从头再来
[03:10.18] 继续自言自语 已然无能为力
[03:12.44] 我没能正确看待你
[03:16.93] 你似乎也将我误解
[03:21.58] 本想自我救赎
[03:25.56] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[03:28.58] 敞开双臂 默自祈祷
[03:32.86] 如若就此歇罢 我便彻底绝望
[03:36.87] 本想自我救赎
[03:41.55] 而今失去自信 无能为力
[03:46.63] 开始讨厌自己
[03:48.96] 失去自信 便难以作力
[03:54.17] 我讨厌自己
[03:56.71] 失去自信 便无能为力
[04:00.89] 当我开始讨厌自己
[04:04.97] 失去自信 便难以作力
[04:10.87] 我讨厌自己
[04:13.47] 失去自信 便无能为力