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Seems life forever, |
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like forever |
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since i tore myself apart |
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and left my friends in the wake |
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of countless tears and fading life. |
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when i couldn't seem to grasp the life i lead |
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and the lives i touch |
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its one year on now |
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one year on, one year on |
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still i struggle with the same demons |
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i shed as i laid there lost in my head |
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lost in my head |
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（lost in this goddamn hospital bed） |
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i'm not the same man and i don't dare try |
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（try to uncover all the darkness i hide） |
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its like my demons are my lovers |
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but i've got friends by my side |
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i've got hope in my eyes |
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and dreams to aspire too |
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and the whole wide world to watch below |
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（and death won't be my lover |
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i've got so much left to give |
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and take my life with subtle steps |
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instead of not wanting all that is left） |
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instead of trying to take my own life |
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its one year on |
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and i'm stronger, i want to live much longer |
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not grow old and bitter |
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and not jaded |
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and not hate what life gave me |
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let the fear wash away |
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let the demons blunt their claws |
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on a life that's full of mistakes |
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but always searching for much more |
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i won't die defeated |
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i won't die defeated |
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i won't die defeated |
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i won't die |
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cause i've got friends by my side |
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i've got hope in my eyes |
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and dreams to aspire too |
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and the whole wide world to watch below |
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（and death won't be my lover |
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i've got so much left to give |
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and take my life with subtle steps |
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instead of not wanting all that is left |
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no death won't be my lover |
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i've got so much left to give |
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and take my life with subtle steps |
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instead of not wanting all that is left） |
