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作词 : Cordae Dunston/Arin Ray/Uforo Ebong/Thomas Brenneck/Homer Steinweiss/David Guy/Leon Michels/Ramon Velez/Raymond Komba |
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作曲 : Cordae Dunston/Arin Ray/Uforo Ebong/Thomas Brenneck/Homer Steinweiss/David Guy/Leon Michels/Ramon Velez/Raymond Komba |
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Uh I got an auntie who be raisin' her daughter's kids |
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She's 46 one is 1 one is 2 others 4 and 6 |
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Baby dad ain't really with that supportive s**t |
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I come to town iced out with the foreign drip |
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I got another cousin she the same age as me |
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Our lifestyles completely different and basically |
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Her baby dad beat her a*s what I hate to see |
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Her black eye as I cried it's a daily thing uh |
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And here I am chasin' dreams |
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Ignorant with bliss worryin' 'bout plays and streams |
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The crazy part is they don't even say a thing |
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They don't want me to worry just go and make the cream |
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I got an aunt with a cheatin' husband always knew he bogus |
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Used to wear turtlenecks and some Louis loafers |
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Comin' home to family struggles got me losin' focus |
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I don't know how else to deal so it's too late now |
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I got a brother out there who like 5 years old |
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I don't know why daddy tried to hide your soul |
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No blood test needed 'cause it just might be |
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Seen the picture lil' man lookin' just like me |
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It be the ones that's closest |
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That go through the motions |
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Maybe it's me that's been selfish |
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Don't know why I can't help it |
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And it's been hard for me |
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To see what you been goin' through it's tirin' |
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'Cause you've been sufferin' you've been sufferin' |
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No more sufferin' in silence |
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And they don't even ask for s**t |
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When I was broke grandma MoneyGram-ed me cash and s**t |
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And she wasn't even the one that was havin' it |
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Family be matterin' most but as a catalyst |
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I got another cousin buggin' who addicted to Xans |
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Said it was her substitute for never gettin' a man |
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Said we all need love only if it's in the plan |
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Forced love the worst love throw that s**t in the can |
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I got an auntie who a ********** it hurt my soul |
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Promise you sellin' your body ain't worth that gold |
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Reverse that role you don't gotta swerve that road |
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Searching for the answers I don't wanna search that low |
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'Cause I done been through a lot my family goes through worse |
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Cryin' on this airplane how I wrote this verse |
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They be sufferin' in silence they don't tell me a thing |
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All they tell me is ***** go excel in your dreams |
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Yeah it be the ones that's closest |
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That go through the motions |
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Maybe it's me that's been selfish |
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Don't know why I can't help it |
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And it's been hard for me |
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To see what you been goin' through it's tirin' |
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'Cause you've been sufferin' been sufferin' |
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No more sufferin' in silence |
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It be the ones that's closest |
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That go through the motions |
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Maybe it's me that's been selfish |
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Don't know why I can't help it |
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And it's been hard for me |
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To see what you been goin' through it's tirin' |
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You've been sufferin' been sufferin' |
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No more sufferin' in silence |
