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作词 : 柠檬肥猫 |
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作曲 : 柠檬肥猫 |
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What has come into being in him was life |
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And the life was the light of all people |
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The light shines in the darkness |
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But the darkness did not overcome it |
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And after my skin has been destroyed |
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Then in my soul I will know my faith |
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一路上的走走停停才发现只剩下自己 |
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想到那些曲折的经历心里面又下起小雨 |
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不愿意再去回忆“ 成长 ”的点点滴滴 |
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所谓的“不离不弃”只是自己偶尔还会想起 |
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我还在做着那些不确定是否应该坚持继续做的事情 |
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想让内心变得强大且谦逊所以我舍弃了仅剩的自信 |
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不停的努力却没有成效 |
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我也开始变得心浮气躁 |
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麻烦的接二连三让我所有的耐心全部幻化成了气泡 |
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我还在迷茫怎么办 |
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漂流的小船想靠岸 |
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看见无助的蓝鲸搁浅 |
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巨大的身体留在沙滩 |
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一件件事情被推后延期变成道德绑架的人身攻击 |
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身边的珍贵也不再年轻当离开的时候心情坠入冬季 |
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心中的火苗渐渐熄灭了 |
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如何才能将之点燃呢 |
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等你长大会渐渐的懂得 |
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我到底承担了什么 |
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还在黑暗中不停的摸索着 |
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能否找到问题的答案呢 |
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我还要走多久呢 |
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你是否能陪着我呢 |
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神像倒下火焰还依旧向上 |
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到底什么才能变成为信仰 |
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在你脸上写满着疲惫迷茫 |
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我不知道如何让你看见光 |
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一次次逼迫自己 |
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反省了太多还觉得少 |
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无数的负面情绪 |
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背负起责任感被压倒 |
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我也不知道现在的自己到底变成了什么模样 |
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我也不明白以前的自己因为什么而迷失方向 |
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将实现梦想的时间 找着借口在一直推迟 |
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用无数的理由搪塞自己 现在 却不愿开始 |
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决定收起自己的翅膀选择了堕入无底深渊 |
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我又看见熟悉的脸庞在黑暗吞掉光线之前 |
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也曾在同流合污后将真实的自己给渐渐封闭 |
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也恐惧如果变得颓废麻木的灵魂没一点印记 |
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这是否还是我 是否过着想象中的生活 |
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不过是一个身份靠肉体还无为的活着 |
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心中的火苗渐渐熄灭了 |
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如何才能将之点燃呢 |
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等你长大会渐渐的懂得 |
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我到底承担了什么 |
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还在黑暗中不停的摸索着 |
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能否找到问题的答案呢 |
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我还要走多久呢 |
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你是否能陪着我呢 |
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神像倒下火焰还依旧向上 |
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到底什么才能变成为信仰 |
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在你脸上写满着疲惫迷茫 |
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我不知道如何让你看见光 |
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没有谁不向往光亮 |
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飞蛾许下扑火的愿望 |
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想到放弃迎难而上 |
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属于你的就抓住别放 |
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在这房间里我“变得”和他们“一样” |
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看什么都用世俗的眼光没有了欣赏 |
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可我明白这仅仅是为了找到一件虚假的衣裳 |
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披在了身上仿佛带来了希望 |
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可我早已戴上面具和挣不开的枷锁 |
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不再去可笑的向往 半丝黎明的曙光 |
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不停地玩着角色扮演 |
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尝试着站在别人的立场 |
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当自己被骗还在帮忙数钱 |
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吃着安眠药帮助入眠 |
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用积极的态度掩盖内心面临崩溃的疲倦 |
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已经到达了极限 |
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输赢是否还会显得你体面! |
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我明白现在的自己还无法将当初的承诺给一一兑现 |
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是时候回到现实开始努力摆脱贴在背后的贬义名片 |
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只存在失败和胜利 没所谓公平和正义 |
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只有增加握住的筹码天平才会向你偏移 |
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心中的火苗渐渐熄灭了 |
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如何才能将之点燃呢 |
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等你长大会渐渐的懂得 |
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我到底承担了什么 |
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还在黑暗中不停的摸索着 |
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能否找到问题的答案呢 |
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我还要走多久呢 |
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你是否能陪着我呢 |
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神像倒下火焰还依旧向上 |
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到底什么才能变成为信仰 |
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在你脸上写满着疲惫迷茫 |
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我不知道如何让你看见光 |
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不管你用怎样的方式 |
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胜者才能名留在青史 |
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其他的都变成书中的历史 |
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没人还记得你留下的故事 |
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别轻易否定自己 外在的伤害不致命 |
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坚持而不是偏执 |
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在绝望中磨炼自己的心境 |
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压抑到最后是无声的崩溃我也曾以为你是我的光! |
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我还在苦苦哀求想让你为我指引方向! |
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前路从未被照亮 奋斗是无声的抵抗 |
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我也曾经一无所求 现在却要选择路走 |
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Enter through the narrow gate |
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For the gate is wide and the road is easy that leads to destruction |
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And there are many who take it |
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For the gate is narrow and the road is hard that leads to life |
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And there are few who find it |